Black On White (day by day jernal)

December 10th 2012

WTF???!!!!

I hoped out of bed as quick as I could flinging my clam comfy cat off of me, IT'S 7:30 wake up!!!

What the fuck? It's 7:30 no one woke me up nothing at all!

I throw on and off all my cloths and run threw the smoke to my washroom, the door was shut Steve was taking his time as I had to pee and do my make up in 15 mins along with get a lunch and do so kick ass hair it's Cher Lloyd audition inspired❤ but no! Steves in the washroom I slam on the door for 2 min until I almost hit my brother trying to knock hard! I run in slam the door and take a pee, I finish my pee wash my hands and rub my face with hot water to just start off with a clean face slate😊 I apply some con-sealer than my liquid foundation followed by my setting powder with a fan brush....next was eyes I did a quick crapy line in black on my water line, followed by an even worse top liner, I swooped on some mascara and looked for the tooth paste no were in sight. Steve where's the toothpaste? It's not yours use the crapy one! No! I hollered back the fight continued as I went outside to tell my mother I had to patients ha ha he got in truble. So I brushed my teeth and applied some Barbie pink lipstick... No lunch just out the door but mon can take her time but not me where all waiting in the car as moms in the house for another 10min . I could be doing a better job on my hair and makeup! Ohh yeah I did my hair only one bump not 2 like in Cher's audition, but who care I don't look even close cuz of my parents waking me up so late! I get to school, who cares about school so not me I'm full of useless energy and so wide awake eyes feel like bulging out of my face...I bump into friends and talk , ohh yeah it was nice out like normal not like I can't breath it's so cold it was nice like worm, -2 but it's narnia so that's worm for us... My friend the new gurl was giggly I could tell her mind wasn't clear so all I can think is.... This is gonna be a fun day we talked about random shit in film-studies she's someone I feel free to talk to, so science we had a test I failed big time 😔 lol it was humerious.. Math was math boring -.- so lunch we were walking to the gathering area talking bout random shit she was being loud as we walked towards the people, quiff kids quiff was down so not a quiff? I calmed myself and walked by not a single look at him. I was proud of myself like how the hell did I et into liking a kid for his looks well not eves but for his hair! Oh well we where loud than we went outside we stood where we do normally kinda by the gr9s so loud talking about just random stupid stuff! I dident care! To be honest I really dident it was life ad I'm me! So FTW ! Lol homeroom was boring so we had to share answers I went to some friends and we sat kinda in a group with the more "popular" kids one looked at me so I looked at him and im like wtf awks but my eyes dident move as I watched him stare at me! I think he was me fall and slide across the road cuz he takes the same bus...he reminds me of someone but I don't know who? Not worth my time .... He wasn't worth my time ...not my type. So i was all like thinking what the hell you staring at? Oh well we went back to seats and got a huge lecture about the suplie teacher not doing her job but why did we need to know? French ....so boring I was like dying or bordism... So gym.. I got giggly and jitty, is that even a word ? Who cares.., I had to breath in and out threw my mouth I'm thinking I might have anxiety... So we went to gym... I'm I sat down and yeah gym started.... We sat in the middle as all classes proceeded to the upper floor of the gym.. We where talking about our unit as quiff less quiff kid went walking threw the gym ....? So we had to have teams of 3 .,.-.- not all girls and not all boys on a team... Fml! So I'm chill ...nope! Friend split up away from me all then split to groups of 2 as I'm left new gurl goes with popular girls ... I fucking hate this school + people! -.- I see 2 girls from the other class.. I go with them and where awkward talking as if we could be an exception group... Nope ! 2 boys from my class "popular" needed another girl... One was the one staring at me -.- they sacrifice me -.- I say okay and walkover to them as we played games and did pretty good but I dident know what to do!!! So the little staring kid told me what to do and I was fine with it... That's life -.- fuck mine! Class over.. I think of my palm reader I got before coming out here it was pretty close to what's true and going on just one confusing part that was repeated it was " you will get a chance to travel and create a special relationship with someone of the opposite sex who has been eyeing you" wtf? Plzz make him my type! Not anyone in this stupid town-.- well I'm exited for the holidays 😃 I'm kinda tired so ..

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