Black On White (day by day jernal)

March 16th 2014

Hey guys.

So it's just been an awkward week. like in the day I'm perfectly fine! I'm happy as hell, p

Speaking up, not giving a shit.....(till I see my ex) ya know wearing dresses and heals, jeans and tight shirts. loving life. than I get home and I'm perfect I run threw some speeches and than when I lay down in bed I'm socked with depression and nothing to let out! I like to fraise it a "princess" without a prince.

Because when I went to events I got called a real princess....

But I guess I'm just ready for a boyfriend... that's not gonna stop me from being picky... but I am ready to like a guy to such an extent that I go out in public with that boy and take him to my events and walk arm in arm everywhere, in malls and around town, to event and just anywhere, people looking or not.

And all I want is him... or ya know Trevor Moran or thatsojack cuz um hello perfection!

But k so Thursday night I randomly got a snapchat from him (ex) and we talked from like 4-9:30.... At like he was wheeling me so badly!! idfk what's real or not so I'm just gonna say wheeling me... like saying I'm cute and calling me gorgeous so I called him cute back, did all the winky faces and when he said "ur gorgeous don't even worry about it" I replied "than date me.""jk jk jk had to re create a tumblr post srry" he's like "okay lol jk" than he sent "no it's not okay show me ur tits" so I said " lol ahah and to think u believe I have boobs" so he asked again so I changed the topic and he's like "I was joking lol" so I said " I know ur too respectful of a kid" he said "thanks means a lot" but like his face was serious and what would have happened if I did.... like of course I Dident even consider flashing him but like idk... it's weird to think about it. than this morning I woke up to him randomly liking all my photos that he hadn't liked ( last 4 posts) so like what am I sapose to even think with him?!?

But I talked to the principle and I have to preform my presentation infront of my home room before an assembly like WTf outta all the frikin classes my frikin home room ! like they hate me! they won't listen or even consider it they will laugh and just hate me even more with their judging and laughing.

Well I think that a good enough little rant for now.... I'll talk to u all later

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