Black On White (day by day jernal)

Idk what day it is

So it's almost 3am I can't sleep but not like I ever can I just feel like shit was like imma take ur laptop away like idc it really pisses me off she knows I can't sleep and I ask hey can u get me shit to help me sleep no u don't need it well fuck mom it's 3am and I can't fucking sleep and u won't do shit about it like really ur an asshole so ya like fucking use common scene bitch like fuck I'm on the verge of like crying right now from like stress and like pissed like u know ur so pissed u just cry like I haven't cryed in so long ...I need so much and she's just errgggg like I need a dentist apt. I need the rest of my shots. I need to go to a dermatologist for my acne. I need sleeping shit. I need food and healthy food. I need to get a job. I need to cheack out summer gymnastics. Like really mom it's the legit needs like shit I probably need to retake my other shot cuz it's been so long like fuck I could be getting that girl cancer any fucking day now.... Fml-.- like rlly mom I need my door removed. I need my desk fixed. Don't even get me started on the rest like we need more dish cloths and more toilet paper we need bread and crackers along with soap and I need more face cream we need more cooking oil we need Kraft dinner and juice in the house we need water and ice we need to cook the bacon and we need more hamburger. That's just alittle..... Than we need cat littler cat food waffles soon we need back to school shopping.... We need to cut the grass fix the deck and the cat needs food along with the couch blankets could be washed ya know I can't sleep like I sit here and like dye so ur like u can get a job ur self well shit I can't walk for 7hours just to get to the other side of town to give out resameys like i don't even know how to give out resameys..... And I can't go get my own shots... And I don't have money to buy the grocerys and cat litter..... Or school suplise and I need a job soon I need so save like I need to save at .least $300 for my hair $60 for facile $40 cuz idk how much it is but I think I want to get my eyebrows done I've never done my eyebrows before and I hate my eyebrows $150 for makeup $75 hair care =$625 ..... Wow and like probably $200 for cloths.... And I don't think I'm gonna get my nails done or tan or accessories.... Or school suplise or makeup brushes or face cleaners... Or like other things .... And ur like why so much on hair well $250 for going and getting my whole head bleached blonde and an extra $50 to get wash in wash out dye for colour fun and $75 for hair care like cuz it gonna be so damaged I need masks and protectant and oils along with purple shampoo.... And makeup well... That shits expensive... I want a facile to just get my face fresh and there cheap here it just looks pricey cuz I rounded and added tax it's normally $49.99 but with tax and rounded + a tip to the person who does my face... Idk bout eyebrows...but If I have enough... Than I need money for upkeep witch I will do myself...

So ya math like blog I guess....

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