Black On White (day by day jernal)

January 7th 2014

So awkward writing 2014..... year went by really fast tho....

So I guess over the past two days my mind has changed so much... From my last day I wrote about my feelings and guys and the whole bit....

Um yea.

So I guess just seeing people and the relentlessness just...

So ill tell ya how it's changed...

So I know happy camper like this one girl and good for him cuz that girl is literally so gorgeous! so good for him I'm really over it and his triangle hair.

And that other one in the younger grade... I'm just tired of the chase... I know he won't like me so why keep chasing like it gets old and tiering after all...

And ya know good for him for not liking me?? idk how to say good for him..... and be nice so uh yea?

Like I don't get nervous around him so like feeling r mutual? (no clue what I'm saying anymore) but yea apparently he was smiling at narsh today. they have the same hair colour so they would look cute? no! no Stacey stap narsh is getting a boyfriend at the movies Thursday! ( btw love her and her and that one guy together the one she likes and is gonna date... ya there perf!!!!)

Like what I said bout only thinking I would be ready for my first kiss....

Nope

No one is there in my books

I really don't like anyone...

( not to say I Dident just creep that one kid from the other grade today woopsy #sorrynotsorry)

But um ya.... wearing blue tomorrow cuz the wizard told me to wear blue Wednesday so yea!

I'm debating to wear a bun or not tomorrow....

I finished my paper work good copy for the pageant ❤

Just need measurements and pics....

Oh Shiz mom need to check over my essay!

So close!

Oh well...

Than I need to add more to my presentation for Friday to get sponsors.

Can't stop listening to the "to this day" video like I love it so inspiring!

Miley too I just love her work!

Kellie omfg best dressed in cadets ❤ so proud of her!!! my idiot well of corse she perfect and always is flawless course she's best dressed she works so hard for it! like I'm so proud of her it's not even funny!

My little idiots growing up so fast ! (tear)

Well I'm really tired... I've been working lately so I've not been getting to be to earlie ...

Oh yea makeup foundation problems so I looked like an idiot for like today and maybe yesterday...

For the win ya majestical idiot!

Omfg so pissed my last entire got deleted cuz it's not on here! it was so much effort and like emotion 😭😭

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