Black On White (day by day jernal)

June 25th 2013

So I got a vision this morning ad I'm not gonna drop it it's a music video to the song happy by Leona Louis I'm in love I want to make a music video at the tracks like an anti bullying video and happiness approaching ... The survival of an abused or lonely teen... And at the tracks is where it will be filmed '

So atm I'm working cleaning that pats house waiting for the steam mop to heat up... I thought I would just say that as I'm waiting so today I had a major anxiety attack..., yea after I walked home early from school after exams with Kellie and her boyfriend witch gets along with my brother oddly enough well I should go now bye

Nvm it's still heating up well I touched the train with kellie than grabbed it and it stopped yea came to a full stop and the rain track riding truck was behind it so kellie and I booked it and stood at the park like holly shit I was so scared so we walked around and she told me story's .... About her train experiences and holly shit so outta wack unbelievable shit like fuck man movie shit lol but you gotta love her for and and ope lets go stalker mode ....course dream was in all them than she just talked about how perfect he is (how I herd it) lol yea like I was so scared! ....so that was my day I cleaned ad Starbucks isn't opened at 5am -.- what the leggit fuck!? So mom can't pick me up one before school after her workout at the gym -.- so pissed moment -.- I talked to gramma ❤ I miss her so much... I thought to myself what an old friend had been threw and cryed.... She lost her mom to brain cancer.. So I thought about it and how sweet she was and how young.. So yea and holly shit the feelings I feel for kellie I just honestly hope she gets better camping this weekend will be so good for her. So she's not stuck watching her man leave her(boyfriend) and she can just vent and feel so great... I just don't want Steve to go but he is... Yea my little brother is coming camping with 3 girls -.- what the fuck but if kellie wants that than I want what she wants she deserves the best with all the shy she's putting up with latley ...( why I'm writing knowing she isn't reading it aka cuz these r my problems I don't want her to worry bout) ( not leggit real problems I just act like they are..) well I have another exam tomorrow morning I need my sleep.. Talk to u all tomorrow❤

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