Black On White (day by day jernal)

November 26th 2012 I WANT!

Omfg so yeah today I woke up after my bitchy mother said no makeup today no fucking was like EVER! So I did my makeup after undoing all the tiny braids on my head it was hard to undo the bottoms of the braids with the colour it's all fringed and dead all split ends and frizzy! But it's cute in my option I love it! But yeah I really should cut it!but no I refuse I love it do much and not this soon maybe later but not now not this soon not when I just did my tips well my hair turned out better than I expected but not as good as last time. -.- but when is it ever only after school is my hair ever perfect.... Omfg as writing listing to radio and this song brings back memos with ariane it's Mariana's trench desperate measures! The memo is we where listing to this song before it came on radios so we where sitting outside at like 10:30pm on the ghetto outside on her front lawn as she blasts that song and me being me decided to dance on the lawn spinning rolling jumping like an idiot but real dance moves, so I was and I was having a blast as I saw a dark figure on her nabors porch which was a attached house but with a wall separating porches I jumped off the ground ad ran to ariane as she walked over with me and it was her nabor sitting outside in the dark it was funny also like 20 people down the street where like watching me like a whole family down the street gramma grampa kids grand kids EVERYONE! So yeah that's my little flash back memo so were was i? Oh yeah my mom was pissed! I left the house and we went o school, when we got there I went and put on my pink converse. I walked to my class and we started it was boring next was science and math gawd I still HATE that class. Lunch break umm boring like always no new girl so really no excitement... Outside we went umm yeah it's okay but really freaking cold!! Like deadly!lol inside I had to go pee like REALLY BADLY, nope had to get to class there was papers on my desk I slid it over to the desk across from me,oh yeah I'm with the only 2 truble maker guys in my class only girl in the group-.- the kid sat down he slid t to my desk I slid it back and back it came it was a war the other kid sitting on the side of me flung the papers off the desks the kid across from me said... Aww I was actually having fun.. As he picked up the paper stratened them. Slid it onto my desk and the war began again lol once again after a wile the other kid took it and tore it up this time... Lol I shook my head in the immaturity. Well really I dident pay any attention in class but at one point we starting talking about school back than and school now and how kids where beaten than the other kid who ripped the paper said that's why they invented phone books to beat kids without legally getting in truble..... The teacher even had to laugh! After a long giggle threw out the room we quickly changed topic...okay next class French we watched circuitous de soulia again. As we left the class I ran to the washroom still having to pee.. I wet pee and ran to catch up with the class as my stomach twisted and I was quivering shaking so I could barley walk, why does this keep happening to me? Grrr so I got changed and went to unscrew the ball for the teacher to change my piercing to find the ball was missing! Shit! Luckily I always bring spares but not matching.I got it changed going over the list of shit to pick for our performance. What the hell are these? so I wrote down some of the moves I know from acro, I had to ask the teacher if I was aloud to do the moves... -.- yep in aloud there's good news and bad news I got my chest stand❤ I lost my valdese idk how to spell it but a back walkover from sitting...😭 me g like an idiot trying to do it stressing over it infront of like everyone ohhh..... Quiff kid like dead infront of me😳 he got his quiff back shorter ad flicked to the side not my choice if I where him but ya know not me so yeah.... I did a chest stand and flip over it's fun! Gr8s in the gym to practice at break tomorrow so exited I'll practice my scorpion and switch split back walkover and switch split front walkover.....mabs chest stand with feet on ground.... And bridge to elbow stand to belly it looks kewl so yeah. We missed the buss cuz we dident know what one to get on I really shouldn't loose people who know what there doing..lol YOLO no screw that it's freaking cold! Parents wernt home so I sat on my ass like a lazy bum they got home like 2 hours later! We ate as they where cooking I kinda like was screaming out random shit! But for a long time I've wanted my septum pierced and I don't leave those things along I was bugging and bugging convincing them and convincing them!! They argued with me I even tryed to offer with them like I'll take out my nose and people know me if I don't like it I'll take it out! And they would never see it because I would always hide it! I would never wear it out my dad yelled than what's the point if no one sees it? Well because I would wear it out when I'm home alone or in my room or the washroom alone it's there for me and no one else! I screamed I swear the nabors are thinking oh shit they killed an animal! Lol they won't even let me dye my hair!.., well now imma write a little more on my second book ❤

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