Black On White (day by day jernal)

Spetember 3rd 2013

First day of school here we come other than the fact that I was woke up half an hour late and couldn't get ready as planed... So I ate at 6:30 witch was a bad idea I can't eat in the mornings it makes me feel upper sock....

So than it was shower time yep a full shower... So I dryed my hair with a towel and got dressed taking forever...

Than attempted to blow dry it chunks still sobbing wet so I do my make up super easy and shit and than curl my hair although parts r still sobbing wet.... So I spray myself with perfumes and hairspray only half of my head of hair I throw in some mouth wash and spit it out on the road...

I got there along with every other fucking person that goes to the god damn school with parents too... So I finally get in and get told find what class ur in its on a bord ...

So I get there and wait like freaking 7min for the fucking 6 kids to find there class as I spot my name from a distance not cheacking what class I'm in or who's in it with me so I have one person I know in my class and one I kinda know and honestly no one else and I'm not even nearly close to the ppl I know.... So we find our class and I'm like shit as I walk back to the gathering area just cuz the door was locked and I see that guy I like.....

HOLLY SHIT HE'S SHORT!!!!

So yea than I find out he's In the room across from mine and yea I'm actually n a class with sluts and jocks and preps.... And that's it.. Non of them where in my class last year ...

THANKS LIFE -.-

So now that I see a cute guy between every class and ya that girl I danced with is like all up on him like every freaking second calling his name or getting close or hugging him or some shit so I feel like an idiot liking him no more freaking slack off days like I planned..

And no new guys that r super sexy guys even in my grade..lolol

Oh the feels..

Ahahahahah

So Im not in a class with anyone and all of my friends r on the other side of the school and I'm off in fucking narnia grade 7 wing and French so I think kellies down my way ya she is but ya know she runs away from me....

So yea

So after I have to speak infront of the class like a dumbshit slurring t words without my braces and squeaky as hell lie always .... Ahah ya... No

So that was my day I got home and complained to my mom, my gramma and kellie,,.,,,,,... And now with you guys...... Once again....

Thanks life...

Love, the kid that has no friends and looks like a dumbshit❤

Holly actually holly great news like after that I'm like my day could not ever get any better.....so I go on a walk and rant to kellie bout my day, I get home and a couple notifications pop up on my lock screen on with a blue f a Facebook notification _______ has accepted your friend request...

I honestly flipped shit and was so exited and yea like urgh!

But no really ill see how tomorrow goes.... Love u all

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