Black On White (day by day jernal)

February 26th 2014

Hey so it's been a bit but hey I forgot to update my last one... well post it.

So I'm actually blonde., I went behind my moms back....

And I'm going back to my natural brown tomorrow.

But on different note,

Dreams....

Every night since Saturday I think I've dreamt about my ex and I still being together and it being a long time...

Last night was probably the most vivid one yet and idk how to describe it but here I'll tell u it.

So we had just gone threw a tough time in the relationship and we walked to a house (saposing his house, but it didn't look exact like his house ) and so he was like sick or something....

But I was soothing him. we where on a bed ( two side by side with a large gap, we where on the right one) and so he laid down and I rubbed his back than slowly laid down with him, than we where cuddling, pressed up against each other, I felt his body against me very vividly..... the room is dimly lit with a yellow tinted light in a dark blue room. I turn and our faces r mega close... we kiss.... I don't remember feeling the kiss vividly I just knew it happened.

Than we just kiss more than cuddle up, I remember him being warm and feeling the back of his neck...

Than I woke up (tear:( )

Idk what these mean because he likes me in the dreams.. I just always remember the beginning being rough..

Idk.... I've been snapping him lately making sure he Dident hate me and he said he liked my hair ... he's not helping the getting over him factor -.-

Love u all and good night ❤️