Black On White (day by day jernal)

Augest 19th 2013

Srry bout that earlier today..

It was a stress / parent / life/ feeling / emotion like thing and moment

like I haven't cryed almost all Sumer like the last time I cryed

other than today

was the chase thing......

So yea

I was proud

Till today...

So I worked

And I should probably say details

Other than there wasn't many other than I actually got to be like a legit Girly gurl witch was fun like party gurl in the hotel with the .gurls

It was fun the people below us where banging on our floor and they where like super pissed..lolololol it was actually pretty funny

And we ordered pizza and it came at 1:30am or so even know the shop was right down the street but we wernt aloud to leave the hotel to get food -.- yea .....

Omg I think I was human for a second

Ur like what?????

But ya I think I was thinking normal

Like a normal teenage gurl....

Cuz I thought a guy was cute as I have a crush on someone else......

Wtf?!?!

Ya but I kinda wanted to murder his hair....

It was a fucking triangle

But he was like a Stacey working progress.....

Like he was going to have perfect teeth cuz he had braces and he was like dancer guy hight and idfk but I think I have a thing for freckles...... But like not overload but a little bit.... Idk I never thought I did but apparently I do..... But honestly that was more like an at the moment eye candy like thing like ya

Honestly I'm so spazzed out about school.....

Like I kinda wanna like not go..

I hope it goes well and I'm hoping to be social

AND TALK TO PEOPLE

LIKE REAL HUMANS

NOT ALIENS

OR STACEY

Ya I talk to stacey.... She's my ego

She comes out and talks to me

Like when I get a new phone or when school starts I'm not gonna care about what my parents think I'm gonna have guys on my phone and be a normal teenager

I'm gonna hangout with people after school

And have ppl over

And be a girl

And have slumber party's

And fucking go to people's houses after school and on weekends

I'm gonna go to the mall on weekends

I'm gonna get a job like a full time if I don't get to like actually work with kellie like when she goes cuz it's not like she goes everyday or every weekend so I could get a full time even if I do get to work with kellie

Ad holly fucking shit I'm gonna get a fucking boyfriend it's my goal.... And It will happen

Along with that I'm kinda setting a goal to get my first kiss sometime threw out gr9

Like if I'm ready to with who ever it may be who knows I might go and kiss every guy in school lolololololololololol

We know that's not possible

Or gonna happen

Ahahahahah

It cracks me up to even think bout doing that.

Like really I haven't even had my first kiss.....

Clearly I'm not ment to be a slut

Another goal is to go to school without face makeup

And also apsalotly no makeup.....

Another goal is to start a protest

And make music videos

Talk in assembly's

Make a diffrence

Be sassy,,,lolololol yep

Also get amazing grades.

And be in the talent show if I make it to missteencanada cuz I would have gone back home and get a solo choreographed by ckdc my old studio.

Also stay wierd

Flash mobs

Cuz the one last year was really fun I enjoyed it lots.

Also be able to ride my uni all the way home and back without falling

Another goal is to eat infront of ppl like everyone else.

Also get my learners.

Get big on youtube❤

Oh the goals.

And going back to the first one I would actually want a good steady long relationship.....and with a boy.....not food.....or my cat

Actually I missed my cat so much ...... Ad she was getting wierd when I wasn't home like acting wierd and peeing.....so yea she's all better now that I'm home....she's actually sleeping by my face right now....

So imma go pet moe

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