Black On White (day by day jernal)

December 9th 2012

Woopsy!

I feel terrible for not writing for a long time like its Sunday night and the last time I wrote was on Wednesday.... Well that's sad I'm 13 and I had to look on a calendar to see how to spell Wednesday.... Wow ... Well I'll just kinda catch ya up.... So this might be a little long my memory is crap so I don't remember a lot... So over the past little bit I've been so moody like happy to sad and I think reality is kinda like coming and hitting me like shits not real I gotta get outta my stupid fantasy so I've been depressed.. Like I've been making myself think I'm gonna move back home and thinking someone like Thalia or ariane mabs brandy will move down.... No there not I'm just trying to not be depressed! And me getting a boyfriend here? No freaking way! Like ever none are even half decent and if quiff kid dident do the hair flip thing to me than I wouldn't even think about boys or a boyfriend or dating or anything I would be dedicated to dance I would be a different person I wouldn't blush or take half an hour to pick an outfit ,well that I can't help I always take that long no matter what due to the fucking dress code witch WILL be the death of me! But I would be open and free minded ... It would be nice, so I'm exiting my la de da da land of shit that's not gonna happen.. It's very depressing but the bad thing is to get over I need to find a crush... But the guys arnt worth my time or me like not my taste or style or ANYTHING! Grrrr!! So that's just my little over all "just" of it... So I like only remember like yesterday and today ... Woopsy! So I had a sleepover at buddies house... (recap.. Dance buddy) we watched dance videos from our pasts I can clearly say my studio blows my new one outta the water but there much better this year like a lot. So I got there to get house I settled in and looked in a funny looking cage..I ask what was in there ? Hermit crabs.. We dident know If they were alive so we grabbed them by the shells and put them in a sink full of water they came out all three of them a big a medium and a small one they where scary with there claws, sharp claws! So we moved them around with qtips and pulled the drain....they stayed out! We scooped them up with a bowl and put them in there cage... It was a "interesting " experience . So we watched vids than her mom went to bed we made jello pops with grapes on the middle yes lime jelly in ice cube makers with grapes in the center with toothpicks as sticks...pretty badass.. Next me made suger cubes...epic fail! And lemon pops real lemons squeezed with some water and suger... They where the most successful... When we waited for them to freeze we played on a makeshift wegie bord... Srry can't spell.... With a penny as thingy and darkness with candles... 😊 we got some sprites but my finger kept on slipping...😥 that's a bad thing.. But ya know it's life... Than we cleaned up and passed out on the cold hard wooden floor...fun -.- umm so in the morning we ate pizza pockets, and got ready for her performance she did a lyrical group it was so pretty!!! Like amazing! Buddy and her mom dident understand some of there studios numbers but I did and I loved them..... I got home showed and now am sleeping so yeah more tomorrow I'm tired ohh yeah before going to bed I moved my bed -.- I don't like it but It has to stay this way... Parents said so .,

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