Black On White (day by day jernal)

December 15th 2013

Hey guys so it's been a rough one....

Ill just go and start with the biggest thing witch was Friday ... It was a half day but I Dident go.... so I cleaned the house than made food for us all... my mom got home and she was crying .., I asked her if she was okay she always says yes even if she's not but this time she said no....

Okay so we all sat down at the kitchen table. mom starts

" So u know how dad went to camp and won't be coming back till the 19 or 20th? And he lost his phone so we have no contact with him? well he said if I don't quit my job in 7 days he's taking the dog and leaving...and my job pays for all the bills witch keeps a roof over our heads and dads job isn't too dependable.. so I don't know what go do" mom was crying and I was too I lost my appetite and Steve too we where all crying I Tried to not make it that noticeable but I still was crying I couldn't really help it I love my dad and for him to not come back even for the holidays over something kinda stupid in my option.

So I called kellie over and I just bawled out to her I couldn't let my mom see me cring it's not good for her but I needed to let it out I couldn't leave the place that we call home and how that's what we came out to dad in the house he picked and we came to. Kellie spent the night and we talked and watched a movie with my mom.

Than we went to bed ... kellies my only friend that sleeps so I dreamed that night also....

I was in a house with my mom a very nice house in a forest than we had to go down the large drive way or the forest to drop off my friends that I had over and this one lady especially because I somehow knew she was dads new wife and we had to keep her away from the house because she hated my mom..,. than I woke up...

So the next day I went to the mall for like the 40th time this week and hung out with narsh and new girl along with a mall friend than we went babysitting than stayed at the new girls house for the night we talked and ran up and down the street witch I hurt my knee so badly 😭 than talked longer... omg when we first got to her house narsh and her had a comeback war and where taking comebacks off of google 😂😂 there such idiots but u gotta love em .

So than we went to bed I fell asleep narsh was out first but yea I had a dream that was interrupted so it never was finished it was like a second half of a pervious dream ... u know the one bout cute kid the dream about him...

Well I dreamed that I was cleaning come thing and Steve and him where there Steve left so I asked cute kid if he could help and he did we Dident do much talking only a little small tall than he said something I forget and we walked out into a sunset together only us two and we where going somewhere he was smiling but I was nervous that's all I know and than I got woken up to my phone spammed by my "downy" friends -.- and yea there retarded ...

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