Black On White (day by day jernal)

June 6th 2013

hey i know i havent done anything in a super long time but its 5:30 pm i woke up at 3 this after noon. so i got a good sleep all my friends and i had plans but they failed in all directions like not even any backs up worked out like at all :( but thats okay i guess i just whiped off the makeup i put on seeming that i dont need it im not going any where anytime soon.... my back really hurts its hurt for the last cuple days now... and when my backs not hurting my ribs like center of my cheast hurts idk why so i try to keep a good posture or lying down so it dosnt hurt. yesterday was friday i was really bitchy and rude im sorry to everyone who had to experance that so practically i dident talk for 4 blocks like not even a sound it was like maybe my back hurt witch was fucking with my brain and i just couldent talk dident have the energy to talk idk i know i was beig a tottal bitch also between the last time i talked to u and this time i told my close friend kim bout quiff who in the past 3 days had got the quiff hair back not the box like i like but its back ......but thats not the point im honestly trying to get over him like i dont like him i just like stalking him well i guess cuz im actually use to it like pointing him out in a crowd that kind of stalking...nothing too leggit...... so .... i think im gonna get over him super quick..... lets just say i think im gonna get a summer click <3 i havent met him yet or really seen him well... i have but he was wearing full gear on a dirt bike...Kellie knows him and described him to be even perfecter like she described him with the perfect box quiff just like me a year older and has the same fav colour ohhhhhh...... aparently he dances tooo!!!!! like ........ um is that perfect or what?!!?!? well yea thats y little rave and kellie said she could see it..... sorry for the big like rave moment but just had to share that .... ive been working out and drinking water to help be healther and get a flat stomach i drink water the try to clear up my face a drink a bottle ever night and honestly it works mericle and i take a shower every day and wash my hair every onther day.. like wear a shower cap..... my hair is black -.- i had to get it dyed normal so now its black -.- it has red undertones like ya know how black has blue undertones well my undertones are red with some🍉 blue in the sun did i say my top button i pierced <3 i love it it goes so nice with the bottem piercing .... i listen to workout remixes... for school we have to do a project where we ake a music video (we picked a music video) to send a postitive message using positive music. so im deffently trying to break it so im not single for a whole year.... 2 kids has been expelled and like 3 suspended on top of that and in no other class but mine i think a girl in the other gr8 class was expelled... but all she ever did wa break the dress code and being diffrent... we just tem to be the bad grade but i will always perfer the bad class over anyother there always so amusing and fun when there bad like being in a bad class is so entertaining and if we have to stay in they still entertain us and have a great time...and its so true...... i may be a nobody but i still live and i make a diffrence in at least a couple people and it makes a world of a diffrence .... i feel so ad i kinda just was mean to my dad he never wants to spend time with me than he asked to spend time with me and watch a movie and i tottaly shut it down... i just left to eat than we drove to dairy queen i got a lemon lime artic rush because i was too full for icecream and they wouldent drive me to starbucks... well im going to sleep over at kellies <3 night my lovlies peace <3 watermellon