Black On White (day by day jernal)

March 4th 2014

So hey guys!!!

I'm literally debating weather I'm mentally stable or not.....

He knows I'm not over him..... ope.

I'm still his number 1 best friend on snapchat😂 for the win!

But yea... other girls call him hot and like him and everything and he's just so sweet...

Sometimes I want him to be happy with who he wants (😂😂😂 jk I want him to myself) and 99.9% of the time I'm hoping that water bottle that he's drinking from is filled with bleach 😘 idk I'm kinda hopping that we will have a thing in the summer, like camping all over again, but us hooking up and him being my first kiss, than I'll be miss teen and he will take me out in public and we would attend events together and be super cute 💁

Ya I got all this planned out tbh. cuz no life🙌😊

But yea I got my sash so I get pics Thursday night and radio interviews along with giving food to the less fortunate, than dress shopping and sponsor searching so I can put their names in the paper..

Also school presentation hopefully the principle can get back to me with info about that, but he hates me so probs not, than I'll just tell my mom to call into the school to book me some shit so i can talk to him about doing a presentation. and I know my mom will threaten him to give me this "gig" or we will tell the paper and media how in supportive they where.. cuz where total bitches when it come to getting our way 💁 must run in the family😘.

Idk.... I look back at my past and look forward and wonder if I'm making a mistake planning this...like u know with my ex... and ppl hating me... coff coff(fucking bitches)

Idk some ppl have been much nicer no me... oh! speaking of that , that bubbly girl from last year was talking with my ex, than all I hear is "Stacey!" So I look over and she says "I like your hair" (as she's standing right beside him and he looks at me -.-)

Oh well yo..

It gonna be hard getting over that lil prick of an ex.... I want him to be my first kiss...i got my mind kinda set.. that's a bad thing I know,

But I don't like anyone else at all... I couldn't even see Trevor Moran being my first cuz it wouldn't mean anything and it would be rushed and idk, u know what I mean....

Idk Taci and I r really close now... like constantly hanging... it's lovely to have a single friend like me 😂😂😂 like god I love kellie but she Doesn't understand!! 😂 like this single shit is hard and she's like a wizard and can get over ppl so nope she Doesn't understand the struggles! she's also flawless and wouldn't last a day in my place... Like love her to death but it's just nice to have someone I can relate to easier. Taci understands the constantly single struggles and getting over ppl not being posable.

But praise kellie for putting up with me! like I don't know how she does it!?!

Like I said.... she's a wizard🙌

But okay I'm going to go now ill talk to you all later on in life

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