Black On White (day by day jernal)

January 27th 2014

Hey so went back to school today cuz ya know Monday so the first day that people actually know... well only dance friends and another girl..

So I get to school and am playing human pingpong and dance friend came up and like stopped me and was like "holly shit Stacey, u and ____!"

I couldn't help but smile and holly shit she was like really happy for me and exited and everything so omg yea than we talked in theatre a bit and than after she said that I could be going to their table or she would make a scene and drag me over and to bring a Wong woman aka Taci. so yea classes past as in sex-ed cuz of course only today than French in a different room cuz of a meeting. so I went to my locker with Taci to kinda just stall and whatever. because nervous ass wreak over here.

And I talked to kellie, Taci and idfk if I'm aloud to use her name but u know her. and they where being loud so I kept shushing them. but than finally dance friend like did that finger motion to call us over and with out a fit ( some friends tried to make a scene -.-) we went over and I sat beside him but with some distance cuz yeayea than freaking Taci and dance friend left me there... I'm fucking awkward...

So than they finally came back and a girl who I don't think likes me sat right between him and I so oh well. but he got up and stood at the edge of the table and was playing around with. His Rubik's cube like holy shit! he freaking fast at it too!

Than all I hear is "that's stacey"

Than "oh I know Stacey "

So I look back...and

"Hi Stacey" one says smiling

So I say hi back.. and of course everyone's just so freaking sweet!

So yea it was a little awkward but like yea holly fuck!! he... he's just like frick! like he's so amazing! and like he's freaking cute! like he just is.

His fuckinh eyes 😍😍 they're gorgeous!!!! and he has freckles!, freaking adorable!!

And just so talented and sweet and just urgh!!!! we Dident talk tho lol. oh well cuz it gets better.

After going to tacis locker. ( dance friend came) Taci and I went to my locker and as I walk down his hallway he's right infront of Taci and I and the principle walks past him and after he passed him the guy I likes turns and makes a face at him!! omfg!!!

So he goes and stops by his friends and the one all I hear is "that one?"

Than I hear him "yes"

Taci and I r like ope! I know exactly what they where talking about!

So I get my coat and whatever than go outside with Taci we go to our group and when I get close to them I run over to them and to kellie and like holly fuck just said like everything.

So than I see him and lots of other guys walk out from the snow banks and start walking our way..

So than they all kinda like drag/push him along as u could tell he was nervous like it was really cute. than throws him over to beside me.

And all you hear from his group "that one?" "that one?" "Oh her"And they like almost touch my face. than ones like " touch her face" btw he knows I don't like people touching my face. so he says " that would be awkward"

Ahah yea so his brother and him stay as the rest just go and leave..

But oh my god! that's when I kinda just looked at his face and smile and eyes. and omfg his perfect ass eyebrows and noticed his freckles and just everything! like he was using the Rubik's cube and talking and everything like he's really freaking funny!!!

And omfg weirdest thing ever.....

K so I kinda feel weird to say this.. But I felt the urgh to just hug him or grab his face and kiss him O.o

Like what??

That's nothing like me! not even to think that! So yea I laughed my real laugh infront of him.,.. like the legit gaspy laugh.

But we talked tonight and like saying goodnight like usual but like we sent sleep tight and sweet dreams than he sent the freaking blushing face and kissy face!!! like I know we always send the blush face but the kissy face ... never,, I legit dropped to the floor and like died in my closet.

But oh yea he said how he got nervous and started to blush when I came and sat with him so yea he's SOO freaking adorable ..

So I'm gonna stop rambling but u get the point..

Like I can't thank everyone enough for everything that they have done to help like Freaking kellie starting all of the talking and Taci my wing woman and dance friend with the table and his friends pushing him over and like everything!!!

Well Ill talk to u all later

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