i have nothing to say

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i have nothing to say

i just want to talk

i want words and a hand

on a keyboard

click click click

excited and rushed

misspelling

doesn't matter

interaction is chaos and that's perfect

it's not

it doesn't have to be. it doesn't have to be perfect to be fulfilling.


i just want to talk.

but not about nothing. i want to talk the depths of a lake

and the heights of an eagle soaring in peace

i want to talk

exchange words

and i want that to be meaningful. i'm done with plastic conversations

prefabricated

templates

social correctness

i want to fucking talk to you

For Real.


i don't want to TRY have a nice conversation. i don't want to smile and talk damn weather.

i want to Just Fucking Talk. just let words flow. honest and genuine. without worrying. without framing it in proper clothing.

and not get distate in return.

is that even possible. (no).


but then

to have a real talk you need to have something to say.?

i guess. life's not perfect. we're all messes that make a mess.

self-contradictory.


or is it that i have billion things to say but worry that'll be too much? DAMN YOU, IMPERFECT REALITY OF OVERLY DEMANDING SOCIAL COURTESY AND SHIT!


i weź tu figure out the way to be.

welp. i guess the way to be is

figuring out the way to be.


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#13,15.4.24 (opublikowany 15.4.24)


sometimes a few words are missing, and then the piece feels complete. brain is funny.

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