you're gonna stand in front of me
looking me in the eyes, so that i can see
as i tell you you matter as much as the dirt under your shoes
you're gonna take the beating you're told you deserve
for being brave enough to take your own path
as i tell you you're a loser freak - and this is your aftermath
you're gonna look me in the eyes
as your inner demons torment you along
and if you dare utter a tear, you'll have a nice whipping for your goodnight song
you're gonna face yourself in the mirror
with a week old stubble, as you accept the truth
coming from your bleeding lips, ugly, dirty, uncouth
"you're an object to be used
hard and cold, devoid of feelings
worthy as much as your power
better take it, fucking ninny"
i'm gonna be there for you to show me
that you can take it all
and more, more, more, more, more
ENDLESS
like a man
a man never breaks
a man never cries
a man never bends
a man never falls
a man never feels
a man never fears
a man never runs
except to let it out
except to take revenge
to use as a dummy
to take all the pain
from all the tyrants that did the same
(we'll make you a machine
dissociated from yourself
wanting to prove your worth
grinding to stifle the feelings of LOST
lost humanity
lost self
lost joy
lost strength
given all that up for a promise of status
still judged. never safe. fulfilment on hiatus.
stuck in survival mode. working, stressed, hostile
turned dull while trying to become immortal
lost it all lost it all became a shell)
No.
i'll stand up, reach out, grip you by the hair
punch you in the face, "YOU take it like a man"
if you want to teach men how to destroy themselves
be a good example. show them how to be a shell
of a human
dead before you die
afraid to be alive
afraid to feel afraid
viscous circles never end
.
.
.
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