give me action
give me bursting
give me chaos
turn it all upside down.
scream.
i wanna feel it. GOOD.
make me bleed ecstasy.
eyes rolling back possessed by pleasure
freedom
wild open
unbound
broken out
of old skin
peeling away layers
getting naked
bright and scorching
bubbling sizzling
overpouring
overstimulating
opening up, no shutting down
too much too much
bottom up
feel it feel it
red yellow orange
fire. im breathing fire
whooshing and whipping
moving erratically
back and forth back and forth
no structure, no meaning
chaos. adrenaline. debauchery.
uninhibited, extreme frolic.
rolling around, sprinkling, spurting
spraying
shaking, pumping, squirting
dripping, panting, leaking
loosing it in fervor
in wild abandon
constraints don't exist
they're just boredom embodied
the mind is infinite
no it's not
giving in to illusions
delusions
hallucinations
making up worlds and falling into made up stories
they're real
they're not
they feel real
they're felt. experienced. not true. but real.
real like those splatters of colorful paint on a piece of white paper
CRASH
break.
splatter.
crumble apart
and come back together on the other side of the canvas
or remain an unform. a name-free. an undefined.
an unknown.
a nonexistent.
a nothing.
is nothing everything? is everything really nothing?
tripping [over]. words
are redundant. think with images
talk visuals.
paint your heart
sing its rhythm.
feel the Fulness. the Breaking. the Unhinging.
feel alive
after death.
feel reborn
after your universe has crumbled to pieces.
crash into yourself
after you've lost it.
piss all over the wall
melt into a sharp
fluid
sharpness.
endless endless boundless
collapse and vibrate
into a sound wave.
explode
a light bulb.
unscrew
the tie.
roll downhill
into a puddle
SPLASH!
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i wanted to create a painting but ive no paint at hand. maybe at some later point.
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29.4.24
CZYTASZ
heart beats
Poesía~ poezje itp ~ w gruncie rzeczy, jesteśmy worami mięsa, kości, i flaków. ale w tym worze mieści się mózg, a mózg to wciąż niezbadana złożoność, która z prostego wora potrafi uczynić święty graal. the heart beats/heartbeats/heartbeat: serce bije, ser...
