the pain of joy

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it won't always be glorious.

many times you'll want to cry

many times you'll collapse and think

WHY DO KURWY, WHY ME


there's also wars. times of deep, freezing fear.


because life is lifey

not perfect. a bunch of fluff.

in order to pump blood

you have to sweat.


whether that'll be in ecstasy, from work, or in pain

- all of it. life's all of it.


it's retched like that. ugly, nasty, disgusting.

heinous. unfair. scary. devastating.

and the pain is long-lasting

even after you've healed it. because healed wounds turn into scars

so even though you've lost your [ ] years ago, you still tear up.

not bleed anymore. just tear up.


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29.8.24 (opublikowany 28 (po północy, so 29).9.24)

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