~ poezje itp ~
w gruncie rzeczy, jesteśmy worami mięsa, kości, i flaków. ale w tym worze mieści się mózg, a mózg to wciąż niezbadana złożoność, która z prostego wora potrafi uczynić święty graal.
the heart beats/heartbeats/heartbeat: serce bije, ser...
no time/money/energy - NOTHING - is wasted when one gives in to
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imagine the "joy" in different colors, coz wattpad can't.but don't imagine it shiny. joy is not a superficial value - it's POIGNANT AND LIFE CHANGING. it's Real Food.
or better yet: here:
there is a reason. i choose not to analyze
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forever a scientist -
i choose to enjoy it. experience it. that's all.
no time/money/energy - NOTHING - is wasted when one gives in to
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17.3.24, 4,16.4.24, narysowany 4.4.24 - simple, bc joy is simple. Opublikowany 21.4.24.
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reasons:
- calm, wintery nature. Sadly, THAT i can't control.
- good breakfast (that's been fairly a norm, esp if one considers it from a not overly picky & ambitious pov. So apparently good breakfast alone is not enough :p duh).
- happy music (for future reference: cest la vie sline, fat rat monody, despacito, better came along sline. enjoy ). (notka od starszego o ~2 tyg mnie: thank u so much, past me, for writing those down <3 (playlists =\= downloading, thus = unreliable). notka o starszego ok. miesiąc mnie: yup, still useful. love being whatever being productive or whatever for the future is called).
- acceptance + the skill of emotion regulation tru metabolizing <--- while dancing with my whole body, pretending my arms are asleep, looking like a noodle having a seizure, having best time of my life. obvsly dancing itself is simply MOVING IN THE RHYTHM OF SOME MUSIC. nothing else. but that particular approach is especially freeing and fun and chef's kiss. that aside: stopped taking meaningless shit seriously = the most freedom one can possibly. yolo. mudlmy się fizyczną durnotą do radości życia.
- prbly also my biology is nice tday for other reasons. i did feel somewhat meh at the beginning of the day tho, so... unlikely i guess. my bylochy tday sucked cunt. i fixed it. good job, me.
life can be nice :)
but it also sucks cunt.
but it can be nice NEXT TO that, indeed. on a weekend.
