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poniższe jest durne i niczego wartościowego nie wnosi. chciałbym się tu mylić. może kiedyś stwierdzę że się mylę. hm. nieistotne. was fun to write; to wystarczający pożytek.

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sometimes

i think about landscapes of blood and wrenched guts

where whooshing screeches play distorted psalms

like mournful cries of a rotten soul.

i walk on disjointed pieces of matter

questioning gravity when i'm pulled in all directions at once

and all around me there's a swirling chaos of fused concepts

that mean nothing

or i can't figure it out.


i don't know my brain in those moments

and green light gains an alarming hue.

mushrooms like flowers like cockroaches like centipedes

crawl over my skin, making me coughshudder

LET ME OUT

but my voice doesn't come out

because the distorted gravity holds it in and around

my heart, beating in the rhythm of the out of tune humming

that turns into screeching that turns into meowing


i see a cat with a wicked grin blink at me from the nearest railing

and i yearn to hear his wisdom

like balm on my bleeding eyes

but he drowns in blood with me

screeching as he blends in with the swirling chaos

'WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?'


i did nothing. it all happened TO me. cat.


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it's not me. it's just a reality that my brain has borrowed from the american mcgee's alice.

i like to play in others' minds. kinda like otherlands.


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