so i exist
a man
[and tons of other traits]
turning leaves
leaving [the] past behind
where it belongs
and i don't have to tell anybody
yo i'm a man
- I know that. and that's all that matters
to me.
to know who i am
to know what i am
to know how much i don't know
to know it doesn't matter
nothing matters in the end.
i'm a man.
who lives his life
as a fact
not as a statement.
i don't feel the need
to deny myself who i am in the interest of who i am
because i know-feel who i am
and that's enough.
only those that see the world in black and white
don't know
but that doesn't matter:
i'm the only one that "needs" to know who i am
because i'm the only one
who's me.
and since i'm the only one that can possibly feel who i am and be who i am
then
i'm the only one who defines me.
everything else is opinions
and opinions don't matter for they don't make nor reflect facts.
i'm my own proof.
i don't need to do anything - my existence is proof enough for me
that i am who i am.
if anybody thinks
that's not enough
they have a problem
and it's their business to solve it
because i'm not gonna give
anything else. i owe you nothing. deal with it.
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Znaczenie: koncept siebie [tu ze skupieniem na płci i płciowości] budowany na samopoznaniu i poczuciu siebie zamiast na zewnętrznych tworach [tu: wymysłach na temat płci i płciowości]. To tak bardzo w skrócie, ale nie zrobię tu wykładu.
i both love that, hm, poem and am fucking frustrated with it - the latter being bc i feel like there's more i can put into it but somehow it just doesn't want to fit. whatever. can always update it later.
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#28.2.24, 13.3.24 (opublikowany 6.4.24)
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heart beats
Thơ ca~ poezje itp ~ w gruncie rzeczy, jesteśmy worami mięsa, kości, i flaków. ale w tym worze mieści się mózg, a mózg to wciąż niezbadana złożoność, która z prostego wora potrafi uczynić święty graal. the heart beats/heartbeats/heartbeat: serce bije, ser...
