StarGod I'm so nervous. Why am I so nervous? Oh yeah, I'm walking beside this hunk of a man well he's definitely not a boy. He's around six feet seven and built like a brick shit house, no doubt he's got it through all the training he's had to undergo being in the army. I've heard so much about what these guys have to be out though I'm surprised most don't retreat at the sign of anything physical, I know I would. I hated anything that had to do with exercise when I was at school. Now even more. I may be a plus-size girl but I don't give two fucks what others think. I think that's the reason I was targeted by the frat back when I began despite them knowing my sister would kick ass and break balls they wanted to see if they could crack the curvy girl and make me go running home crying. Well, they got the wrong bitch for that.
I doubt a man like Casapian would even look at a girl like me when there are girls like Carly she's damn perfect in every what if I was bi she would be a girl I chose even if she has her imperfections she's the reason I feel structure nger in myself like I hope I make her feel that way too. I've never had a best friend who hasn't turned out to be a complete bitch and shown their true colours of why they were friends with me in the first place. I don't want people to feel sorry for me because of the way I look. I don't eat much junk food or binge when life gets me down. I get through it the best I can. Carl6 and I are very similar and she doesn't judge me or feel sorry for me that's why I'm so drawn to her, this hunk of a man I have no idea why he makes me a nervous wreck cause he's no different than Kyler and Jonathan who I've learned goes by the name bulldog junior and if he lets you use his name you're honoured not many get the chance. I once kept repeating it and I thought he was going to have a heart attack or simply kill me. Then his face broke out into a grin and he said. "It's lucky I like you or you would be wishing you never met me." Then he winked and laughed. His laugh was so contagious I had to laugh too.
Then Kyler piped in. "Ignore him, stardust. He wouldn't hit a girl, he would've just given you a warning never to do it again. He's a big oussy cat at heart ain't that right bulldog?" he said, raising his eyebrow.
The growl that rumbled out of his throat didn't make him sound like a pussy cat more like a gear.
"Stardust Hugh?"
"Well you're like speckles from the stars honey so the name fits you perfectly."
"Awe."
"Plus Carls has a cool nickname and we can't leave you out can we stardust?" Kyler says, wiggling his eyebrows, making me burst out in a fit of laughter.
"So true."
"Earth to Star." a click of fingers has me returning back to reality.
"S... sorry." I stutter fuck I'm stuttering again.
He grins widely and I feel like I'm in a puddle of mush.
Damn, what's happening to me? I've never had this happen to me before.
Caspian
I grin widely at her. I don't understand why she's stuttering around me. Is she nervous? Or is my size making her that way? Either one she hasn't got to be nervous around me. I may be around a couple of feet taller than the sweet girl but I'm not that intimidating am I?
I don't think so. I clear my throat. "So you met Carly at uni?"
"I did. We sh..hared a dorm and n...now we sh...h...hare an apartment that was once my sister's, but now she's gone we're st..t..staying there." she stuttered cutely.
"You haven't got to be afraid of me, Star."
"I..I.. I'm not."
"Then stop stuttering, you're a mess I'm not going to make it hurt you promise." I look at her and smile. Her eyes are the deepest sea blue with green hues I've ever seen.
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My Step Brother's Obsession - Carly #2
Romance2nd book in series Carly is sixteen years old she lives with her mother and step father. She has grown up knowing that her father is in military prison and her step father Joshua has always been there for her, yet she feels alone. Her father has se...