CaspianI slowly came around looking beside me and smiled. My angel looked so peaceful after everything that had happened last night, all the sex we had. My smile slowly added. Fuck I forgot the condom.
I've never been so reckless as I was last night I was on cloud fuckin ni e when she said she wanted me to make a life for her the thought of sliding a condom on never entered my head.
Fuck.
What if I get her pregnant?
Fuck.
I want her to finish her education and get a job one she's happy in, a house of our own, getting married. But if a baby came first we would make it work.
Fuck I hope so.
"What's wrong?" Star mumbled next to me."
"Nothing."
Yes there is, you've got a frown that creases across your face, the one you get when you're worried about something."
"There's nothing wrong. I swear."
She pulled herself up and looked into my eyes like she was looking deep into my soul. "Yes there is, you can tell me okay."
I nodded. "I forgot the condom."
She placed her hand on my cheek and smiled.
It's okay Cas, I'm on contraception I have an implant my periods are hit and miss and when I have them they're extremely painful and heavy. You're safe and so am I."
I sighed relieved.
"I'm not ready for anything right now, especially sprogs."
"Me neither, but if it ever happens I'll be there for you whatever you decide."
She smiles and moves closer and presses her lips to mine. I wrap my arms around her kissing her deeply rolling in of her kissing her hu frilly sliding inside her and making love to her.
Jonathan
"I can't take this Ky she's been avoiding us all weekend in going to go and speak to her to see what's eating her so we can move on."
"I'll come with you. She was acting weird Saturday. That's not her. I need to know what's going on in that head of hers."
"Let's go."
He nodded and we headed over to the counselling centre to see if we could talk to her. We know it's a bit risky as she's still technically working for the next hour.
Ky looks concerned at me. "Do you think we've brought this on J? Do you think we went too far?"
"I honestly don't know Ky. I just thought it was the right time she's been through so much I didn't want to scare her and lose her."
"Me neither I wasn't thinking I hope she doesn't hate us for kissing her."
"Me too brother, me too."
After our chat Friday night and me not knocking my brother out for chasing after my girl and kissing her before I even got a chance. I calmed down and we talked it out. We don't usually share girls, maybe in drunken moments but that's called sharing drunken moments that you regret later on but we both know that we will never regret being together with our Carly Bear. She means the world to us. We walked into the centre which seemed a little more hectic than usual. We spotted Miriam. "Hey, Miriam, where's Carly?"
"Oh hi, Lieutenant Stanford, Hayes. Miss Evans isn't here; she was sent back to her cabin early. Her head hasn't been quiet with it today so she was advised to take early leave to sort herself out and return tomorrow."
"Thank you, Miriam.
"You welcome Lieutenant Stanford."
"Please call me Jonathan."
"And call me Kyler, we're not your lieutenants Miriam, we're your equals."
"Sure thing Jonathan and Kyler."
"Thanks for letting us know Carly isn't here, we will let you get on with your work."
"Thank you."
We both smiled and nodded. "Good afternoon."
"Bye."
We turned and headed out of the centre once we were outside we looked at each other and nodded knowing exactly where we would find Carly.
Carly
I hardly slept, unsure of what to do. My feelings were all over the place. I liked both of them that much I was sure of but could I be shared? Would they even want to share me? I'd had the whole weekend to think it over And I had stayed away from Jonathan and Kyler for that reason only even if they thought I was ignoring them and deliberately pushing them away. That shite was far from the truth. I was confused because I liked them both. They had different personalities and different things I liked about them both.
So many questions my head was hurting. It was Monday afternoon and I had been at work all day. I could only concentrate so much that's when my boss told me to take an early day though I tried to argue she wasn't having any of it. Once I was out of the centre. I decided to head to the only place I could concentrate and think about things clearly, but would I be able to? I hadn't seen or spoken to either of them since Saturday morning when I said that I wanted to be alone.
Now Monday I felt alone. We had always shared our weekends together. They looked as if nothing had happened Friday when we all knew it had. They chose not to blow things up and out of proportion and deal with it in their own way because right now I wasn't dealing with it at all.
Two dark shadows loomed over me reflecting over the lake. "We thought you would be here."
"Why are you ignoring us, Carly bear?"
"I'm not."
"Yes, you are."
"I'm not, I'm just confused," I said shakily. I felt tears forming in my eyes, my throat clogging.
They both sat beside me. "You're not the only one who is confused, Carly Bear."
"We both are too. We never meant to put much pressure on you and we both can't help being attracted to you. We've liked you since we both met you."
"He's right Carly Bear but you were with Aiden. And we respected that. We knew you had a bad break-up and didn't want to push you into anything you weren't comfortable with. I took the opportunity while I could to kiss you. I didn't want you to regret it."
"Same, I don't regret our kiss Carls, and neither does J. But, you pushing us away feels like you did."
"I don't. I was scared I'd lost you both. I was scared you two would hate each other for that split decision I made to kiss you back. I don't regret it with either of you. I'm still scared." I say with tears rolling down my face. Jonathan moved forward lifting my chin. "You don't have to be scared, we're always here for you," he said, pressing his lips on mine and kissing me passionately, butterflies erupting in my stomach.
He moved away and smiled. Ky turned me to fade him. "We want you Carls Eden if we share you as long as we're together that's all that counts," he said pressing his lips on mine and kissing me slowly slip-on his tongue in.
He moved away.
"What if people look at us differently? Fuck 'em Carly Bear were a team of three no one is taking that away we want you and we're sure you want us to. Well, be there if anyone tries to put our relationship down okay?"
I nod unable to form any words.
"We'll take it slow. This is new for us too but we're willing to try with you cause you're the first girl we both liked as much as we do. No longer their girl has come close to you, Carly Bear."
I smiled and they kissed my forehead. "Come on, let's show the world we're all together as one unit. No one will part us Carly we talk everything out together no running away from this we can get through this together.
I nodded. "Okay."
They smiled, pulling us to our feet and heading to the canteen to grab something to eat.
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My Step Brother's Obsession - Carly #2
Romance2nd book in series Carly is sixteen years old she lives with her mother and step father. She has grown up knowing that her father is in military prison and her step father Joshua has always been there for her, yet she feels alone. Her father has se...