My Step Brother's Obsession - Carly #2

Truths

Carly

I stirred awake to the smell of bacon I hadn't had a fry up in such a long time trying to keep a perfect figure by going to the gum I'd had to run at least twenty laps to burn it off as I was the type of person that put pounds on just looking at food I knew I couldn't eat if I was going to keep in shape my body would get a baby belly one day I'd smile about it if I could but right now I couldn't knowing we had a lot of talking to do before I even thought about a baby growing inside me. Jonathan said we needed to talk and I knew it wasn't good. We all knew that this situation wasn't in any way shape or form good.

I had been dreading this "talk" since we had got off work and all got into the jeep down here. The air was so thick around us you could almost suffocate in it how hostile it was. We hadn't spoken properly for six months, pussy footing around each other. I had tried several times but it had been brushed under the rug like particles of dust that gathered in time and were forgotten.

I knew something wasn't right though it hadn't been for such a long time. Our throuple was foaling a part, going stale and I don't think that there was any way to bring it back to where it was five years ago. Something had changed and whatever it was it wasn't good.

"Hey Angel, you're finally awake."

I look up at Kyler who is in a happy go lucky mood this morning, something I haven't seen in him for six months.

"Yeah."

"I cooked you breakfast. We'll j kinda helped me a bit you know how useless he is in the kitchen." He grins.

I smile slightly remembering the first and only time Jonathan had insisted on cooking if he hadn't burnt the kitchen doen he would've poisoned us. "Yeah I do."

He grinned, holding his hand out to me. "Come on angel I guess you're as hungry as we are."

My tummy growled and he laughed. "Come on."

I took his hand and he pulled me up and led me into the kitchen Jonathan was laying out the plates with eggs, beans, bacon, mushrooms, beans ect on.

The glasses of juice already on the table he smiled at me and Kyler pulled out the chair. I sat down and he pushed it in. I thanked him and he smiled at me. They both sat opposite me and we all dug in the silence deafening.

Once we finished our fry up and juice Jonathan looked at me and his eyes held a nervousness about them. "I think we all need to talk about the elephant in the room."

"Okay."

"Let's go to the living area and we'll talk."

I nodded and he left first and I pulled myself up. Worried. Kyler pulled himself up an£ took my hand in his squeezing it as reassurance that it would be okay. I prayed to god it would or it would be the end of us.

We headed into the living area and Kyler dropped my hand out of his. This wasn't good. "Sit down Carly bear."

I nodded, taking a seat. "Well you've got me all the way out here, what do you want to talk about that we couldn't at home?"

Jonathan took a deep breath . "I'm sorry Carly."

"What for? Please enlighten me."

"Everything."

I gulped though I could feel and tell what was coming next. And I knew I wasn't going to like what he had to say.

"I have been avoiding you for the past six months."

"No shit."

"And I am sorry. I had a lot going on in my head."

"Like what exactly? We agreed to talk through our problems, not to keep them to ourselves."

"I know and I'm sorry."

"So you said but for what? It can't just be for ignoring the fact that you've ignored me for six months."

"No it's not. You've got to understand Carly. I never meant to hurt you, but I felt like there was something missing in our relationship."

I swallowed, holding the tears back knowing what was coming.

"You lied about work didn't you, so you don't have to see me or speak to me when you knew it was important."

"I'm sorry Carly, it wasn't supposed to go that far."

"But it did."

"How long?" I said clenching my fists, tears threatening to leak out of my tearful eyes.

"Six months."

"Why?" Were the only words that fell out of my lips.

"Because I wanted more I wanted a family we talked about so much but you were so indecisive about it. I felt like we were stuck in a rut and we weren't going anywhere."

"So you thought hey I'll fuck someone whilst at work she'll never dpfuckign find out cause she doesn't know anyone who works the night shift the one I do it usually work."

"I guess. I'm sorry Carly I felt stuck and I.."

"I don't need your fuckin excuses Jonathan, I trusted you."

"I'm so...."

I cut my eyes at him and he finally shut they fuck up and I snapped my eyes towards Kyler hopping that he wasn't going to tell me that he had been doing the unthinkable like Jonathan I had trusted him with all my heart he had not just broken it into pieces he'd shattered it and I wasn't even sure if there was any chance in repairing the piece of me that he had take away. "Were you there with him?"

He shook his head.

"So you weren't at work with him?"

"I was at work, but I had no idea what he was doing, I swear." He looked over at Jonathan if looks could kill they would. "The more I think about it the more I realise that I was an idiot for staying away from you and listening to him when he said we both needed to work. He needed me for an alibi so you wouldn't question me as to why I was home and he wasn't. I'm sorry Carly I wanted to be with you. I should've never listened to him."

I nodded. "I need to be alone."

"Bu..."

"I need time to think."

"I'm sorry Carly."

Whatever. "You wouldn't be sorry right now if you never did anything in the first place j." I said coldly I stood inches away from Jonathan and punched him. "I trusted you, you promised you would never cheat on me and you did. I wanted to talk about having a child but it seems you were more bothered with getting your dick wet instead of talking with your girlfriend."

"I...I.. didn't know."

"Well maybe if you thought more with your brain than your dick you wouldn't've." I turned on my heel and headed out of the lounge. I needed to be alone to take time to think about what I was going to do next.

Kyler

I went to follow after Carly but Jonathan stopped me. "Leave her to cool off."

I glared at him. "You deserved that if you were Carly I'd've made sure I made it hurt more . You don't deserve either of us J. You disgust me. You used me to get your end away. I hope it was worth it."

He looked shocked at me.

Good he needs a fuckin wake up call I never let anti tv get the better of me both I had let him yet agian. "I hope you're happy with yourself Jonathan. We could've been at home making a baby with otu girl but instead you stick my neck on one so you can have a fuckin affair. I can't believe you lied to Star about it. Of all fucking people! Are you fucking crazy she'll have your balls for breakfast yuo lied to us all you used me as a shape goat so she wouldn't question to why you were workign late alone. You fuckin hypocrite."

"I never meant to drag you into this."

"Bullshitecyou knew exactly what you were doing, you disgust me, Jonathan. I thought I knew you but I obviously don't. If she leaves us I'll never forgive you!"

I said storming off.