You know those crushes you have that don't even know you exist?
Well, that's what I have.
Lucas friar. He's in my history but he's never talked to me before.
And I've never talked to him.
It's just his personality that he shows that makes me like him.
He's always pretty nice and doesn't get in trouble.
Ugh, I should just go back to thinking boys were gross.
Which most of the boys in my grade were.
I walked in history class, to see Riley already siting there.
We didn't really have seating arrangements in this class, so I could sit anywhere.
I took a seat next to Riley in the front and the bell rang.
I looked around to see if Lucas was here. He wasn't.
I try not to look at Lucas a lot because ya know...that's awkward.
Suddenly the door opened and he came running in. "I'm so sorry mr Matthews."
He just shrugged, not really caring. "You're like 10 seconds late. I'll let it slide."
All the seats were taken since he came in late. Usually he sat in the back.
Yeah, I knew that...
"You can take a seat behind Maya,"
I looked behind me to see a empty seat there. Of course there was.
I watched as Lucas walked by, trying not to look too interested.
Mr Matthews started talking and I found myself so unfocused.
That's probably why I have a C in this class...
A C grade isn't bad though, I've gotten much worse.
I could feel my pencil drop and land on the tile.
I leaned down to get it and I saw that it rolled behind me.
Oh no. That was the only pencil I had.
I sat up in my seat so I wouldn't bring attention to myself.
Suddenly I heard someone behind me, "did you drop this?"
I turned around to see Lucas holding my pencil.
Of course, I lost what I could've said. Gosh.
"Uh yes, I'm sorry." I said awkwardly, taking the pencil.
"'No problem."
I turned around, facing the front again.
That was super awkward.
Before I could do anything else, the bell rang and people started leaving.
I took awhile to get all my stuff together.
I saw someone in front of me, saying, "Bye Maya."
I saw Lucas there again, who was looking right at me.
I was super surprised he even knew my name. "How'd you know my name?"
Did I just say that out loud...
"Mr Matthews said it at the beginning of class." He said, smiling a little.
"Oh. Oh yeah."
I made that conversation awkward again.
I got up and went out the door.
I know he was probably just trying to be polite...
But he knew my name. And actually talked to me.
It's a progress.
A/N
Basically written because I have the same experience in real life with a boy.
I like him but I've never talked to him and I think he has a girlfriend 😕
Oh well. Fictional characters are better lol
This isn't really good but I had no ideas and I really needed to update lol
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~Liz
