MUKE one shots ♡

• nothing to be sorry for •

for Perfect_Disaster1712

tw: foreplay

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Michael wasn't nervous. He was happy and excited.

Ever since Luke told him he wanted them to take a step forward he kept planning the perfect evening for them.

He liked, scratch that, loved Luke a lot.

He wanted Luke's first time to be something his boyfriend will always remember. A positive memory of course.

Michael wanted Luke to feel protected and loved and adored like he was.

The foreplay wasn't intense. Michael easily got hard just from seeing Luke all flushed underneath him while they were kissing for what seemed like hours. They were in their underwear only, both painfully hard and so in love Michael thought he was dreaming.

He knew Luke was too shy to encourage this to go any further so Michael knew he had to be the one to take it there. They were sexual before, just not like that.

They were horny teenagers who were practically obsessed with each other.

Michael stopped kissing Luke and started to kiss his neck and chest, trailing kisses lower and lower until he reached his hipbones. He bit down on the soft flesh making Luke whine before he pulled down his boxers.

He pushed Luke's legs apart so he could fit in between but as soon as he leaned over to the bedside table to grab the lube Luke went from relaxed and needy to nervous. And he was too but when Michael looked up he saw no traces of excitement on his beautiful face.

Michael dropped the lube and crawled back so he was face to face with his boyfriend.

"Babe..."

Luke's eyes teared up and before he could say anything Michael pressed a determined kiss on his lips.

A kiss that'd be best described as comforting. Like the one Luke gave him whenever he was stressed because of school or after he had a fight with his parents.

It was like magic. Luke didn't have to say anything and Michael pulled his boxers back up and maneuvered them under the covers.

"I don't think I'm ready," Luke whispered.

"That's okay." Michael was surprised when Luke mentioned sex in the first place but he was the more experienced one and he promised himself to take things at Luke's pace, whatever that meant.

"I'm sorry-"

"You have absolutely nothing to be sorry for. Now shut up and cuddle me."

Luke's smile was bright when he turned and buried his head into Michael's neck. "I don't deserve you."

"Don't say that. If you're not ready, you're not ready. There's nothing to be sorry for and definitely, there's nothing you should blame on yourself or praise me for."

Luke looked up and smiled. "Can I say that you're the best thing that has ever happen to me?"

Michael kissed Luke's adorable nose. "I'll only allow it because I feel the same."

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To make it clear, Michael shouldn't be praised for stopping or because he noticed something was off with his loverboy.

Thoughts?

Soft in love muke?

also somebody asked what my favorite one shot from this book was and I'm pretty sure 'the one and only' because it's something i actually dreamed off before writing it (':

Love, Lucija ♡