5SOS Preferences (5 Seconds Of Summer)

84. Stay - Mayday Parade

Ashton: Please understand I've been drinking again and all I do is hope, please stay

Me and Ashton had broken up a week ago and I still haven't gone over to our once shared apartment to get my stuff back. I figured today would be a good day to because Ashton had tweeted that he was out with the band. I definitely did not want to face him after our fight. I quickly drove over to our, well his apartment and went inside. The place was an absolute mess. There were beer bottles everywhere, broken lamps and picture frames covered the floor. My stuff was also thrown all around the room. My eyes were immediately filled with tears, and I collapsed to the floor. After a few minutes I finally found the strength to go upstairs and start gathering my things. I was just about finished when I heard sobs coming from the doorway. I look up to see Ashton there, with tears in his eyes, his entire frame looking like a mess. My jaw was trembling as I tried my hardest to not throw myself at him right there and then. "Y/n... please don't leave." He said, sniffling half way through it. "I-I have to." I said, trying to sound as strong as possible, although my voice had cracked at the end of it. "No you don't. Please, please stay." He slowly walked towards me and sat down beside me on the floor and held me. I softly sobbed into his chest as he did to my hair. "Please, y/n. I'm a mess without you. I'm so damn sorry; breaking up with you was the biggest mistake I've ever made. Please, stay." All I could do was nod my head as he pulled me closer, knowing that it would be better that way.

Calum: You know I still can't believe we both did some things I don't even wanna think about, just say you love me, and I'll say I'm sorry

Ever since Calum had been on tour, I grew very lonely. About mid way through the tour he had began to stop calling as much. Soon, I pretty much only got weekly texts, if I was lucky. Everything felt like it had been falling apart. Tonight, my friends decided to have a girls' night out to get my mind off of things. We entered a club and I immediately began drinking away my sorrows. I soon began dancing with the first hot guy I saw. Don't get me wrong, I felt guilty, but at this moment, I quite frankly did not care. To be honest, it felt like I didn't even have a boyfriend, so why should I even care? After awhile I had gotten a few drinks in me and had become a bit drunk. I had been dancing and drinking with the same guy the whole night and ended up taking him home with me. Once I got to mine and Calum's flat, I quickly unlocked the door and drug in the random guy with me. We attached our lips to each other and went to the bedroom. He had pushed me up against a wall and was kissing my neck. He began to unzip my dress when suddenly someone walked in and started yelling. "WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON Y/N?! I COME HOME TO SURPRISE YOU AND I GREETED WITH THIS?!!" It took me a second to register that this was Calum. I sobered up a bit by now and realized just what I had been doing. Calum stomped over to the guy and started yelling once again. "I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR SCRAWNY ASS NEAR MY GIRLFRIEND EVER AGAIN!" he screamed as he pushed the guy out the door. "Calum, I-." I started with tears in my eyes. "Stop." He cut me off and his face softened to my surprise. He walked over to me and hugged me as tight as he could and began to sob into my hair. We stood there for a few minutes until we finally began to breathe easy again. "You aren't mad?" you question, sniffling. "Y/N, it's just that I um I think it's better to forgive and forget, right?" He said a bit uneasy, with a fake smile plastered on his face. I eyed him suspiciously. "D-did something happen on tour?" I say, expecting the worse. He gulped and slowly answered, "Yeah." I gasped, and was about to kick his ass when I realized that I had done the same to him. "W-what happened?" He sighed and looked down at his feet. "I'm really sorry y/n." "What did you do?" I say with a bit of anger in my voice. "I uh sorta slept with someone." He said with guilt in his eyes. I began to slowly sob again as I stared at him in disbelief. Is this really what our relationship had come to? I swallowed hard, as I tried to find words to say. "I love you, Calum." I somehow said, kind of surprised by it. "I love you too Y/N." he responded, with a twinkle in his eyes. "I'm sorry." I said without looking at him. I breathed heavily. "We should break up." I suggested, now looking into his eyes, to see that they have been overtaken by sadness. He sniffled. "I think you might be right." He chuckled out as he moved closer to me. "Tomorrow." He said with a smirk on his face. "I still think I deserve a welcome home gift." He winked as he cupped my face and kissed me hard. All I could do was smile into the kiss and be thankful that I managed to get such an amazing boy. Even though I lost him, I know I still have him, and he still has me, even if only for tonight.
The next morning I had mentally prepared myself to leave our shared home. Calum had his arm slung around my bare body and had his head in the crook of my neck. I turned around to face his big brown eyes staring at me. "Good morning beautiful." He said with a smile as he kissed me on the cheek, making me blush. I loved that he still had the same effect on me as he did when we first met. I smiled big and cuddled into him. He started chuckling and I looked up at him. "What's so funny Cal?" I say. He looks down at me with an unreadable look on his face. "You want to know what's funny? What's funny is that I let myself fall in love with you, even though I told myself not to. And then I promised you I'd never hurt you, and I did. I made sure that I would never lose you, no matter what. And here I am, about to say goodbye to you for good." He sighed then chuckled again, with tears beginning to brim his eyes. "We don't have to say goodbye." I whispered hopefully. Everything then went silent and I immediately regretted saying that. He looked down at me and smiled a smile I haven't seen on him since the beginning of our relationship. He ran his fingers through my hair. "Start over?" he says happily. I nod and lean to his face and kiss him. "I'll never stop loving you Y/N, I hope you know that." he says to me. I just grin and snuggle up to him again, knowing that we both felt the exact same way about each other as we always have, and no one and nothing could ever change that.

Luke: If you believe that everything's alright, you won't be all alone tonight

You and Luke had just gotten into a massive fight that possibly ended your guys' relationship of 7 months. You were currently at a friend's house where you planned to stay for the night. She was at work, so you were left all alone. You were crying on the couch when suddenly the doorbell rang. You slowly got up and took your time getting to the door. You didn't even bother with trying to make yourself look presentable because you just didn't care right now. You unlocked the door and slowly opened it to see Luke standing there. His eyes were bloodshot and his cheeks were stained with tears. Just seeing him like that made you want to forget about the fight, but you knew that you couldn't just do that. "C-can I come in?" he said uneasily. I opened the door up and allowed him inside. "What do you want Luke?" I said, trying to seem strong, even though I so clearly wasn't at the moment. "Please come home, everything will be alright if we just talk it out together." You breathed heavily, "No, Luke, we tried talking it out and all we did was fight more. I don't want it this way, all we ever seem to do is fight anymore." "Y/n, I can't just go on without you! You're my other half, my better half. Don't give up on me, on us. Please. I promise you everything will turn out alright please believe me." Then he took your hand and pulled you closer to him."No, y/n, don't cry." He pulled you to his chest and held you. "I love you, so, so much. I can't lose you, y/n." by now you were balling into his chest as he held you close, brushing his hand over your hair. "I love you too." you managed to sob out. "Let's go home, yeah? And we can just sleep tonight, and we'll figure this out in the morning. That way if I do end up losing you, we'll still have tonight together." You nodded in agreement. "Let's go home Luke." We got into his car and rode home together. Once you got there you went straight to bed, holding each other as close as possible as you tried to make this moment last forever, until the next morning.

Michael: Oh can you tell I haven't slept very well since the last time that we spoke

Michael and I had broken up a month ago, and I was still completely heartbroken. I still love him with all of my heart and I wish I wouldn't have lost him. Tonight 5 seconds of summer were playing in my hometown, and Michael had gotten me tickets a couple months back so I could watch them perform. I figured this was one of my last chances of getting him back. As the boys walked on stage the entire crowd stood and screamed. I couldn't help but feel sad as I saw Michael walk out with his guitar in hand. I was only 10 rows from the stage, so there was a slight chance that he'd see me, but I just prayed he wouldn't. Once I finally got a good look at him, I noticed that he seemed not very energetic. He barely took his eyes off the ground and looked as if he hadn't slept in days. His eyes had large circles underneath them and he looked really pale. It broke my heart to see him this way. During Voodoo Doll, Michael's voice seemed to crack when he sang his part. Once he finished his part he looked out into the crowd, darkened eyes scanning the hundreds of fans that came to watch him and his band. His eyes moved towards the middle in the front, near where I was. He looked around for a minute before his eyes landed on mine. He immediately froze and almost stopped playing guitar. I send him a soft smile and a wave, and he barely smiles back. His eyes look saddened as he tries to focus on me and the song all at once. Eventually he looks away, and beings to listen to Luke introduce the next song of the night, Lost Boy. "Oh, and also" Michael begins, "I'd like to dedicate this song to a special girl out in the crowd tonight, you know who you are." He says while keeping eye contact with you as they begin the song.