5 Seconds Of Summer Preferences

Throwing Rocks. Ashton Irwin

Throwing Rocks

Ashton Irwin

Backstory: Based off 5sos' new song from the new EP, Wrapped Around Your Finger.

A/N: I haven't been posting much lately and I'm sorry. I'm currently listening to Wrapped Around Your Finger on repeat and I feel like I'm going to cry because of it. Okay, so I have a few request on Ash to do, so the next two or three preferences will be on Ash... Hope its okay. Xx

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I loved him.

He loved me.

Why was it so complicated? We loved each other. Isn't that what we're meant to have in our teenage years?

Mum told me I should go out and find someone who I can love, and they love me back just the same.

So why is it such a huge deal that I love him? He loves me...

I told her I've never felt this way before. I love him so much I cry myself to sleep almost every night because of it. Because I can't see him. Because he's so far away...

"I'm going out," I called from the door sitting down so I could pull my boots on. The Promise ring Ashton had given me on my index finger.

"Where are you going?" My sister asked coming to the door.

"To see Ash," I stood up wirh a huff grabbing my keys and opening the door.

"You think that's a good idea?" She asked slowly.

"Why can't I just go and see my boyfriend without this all becoming a huge problem?" I groaned.

"Y/N? You're not going to see that boy." Mum cut in.

"Why?" I raised my voice.

"He's bad news."

"You don't know him!" I exclaimed.

"I know enough to know he'll break your heart." Mum yelled back.

"I don't care if he breaks my heart! At least he's the one who did it! I love him. I love him and he loves me."

"You know nothing of love, Y/N. You're sixteen."

"You said you were in love at sixteen."

"And it was a stupid mistake."

"We learn from mistakes don't we?" I asked quietly.

"Get to your room."

"Why are you so against him?! What did he ever do to you?!" I yelled again.

"He's too old for you! I don't want my daughter going to see someone who is too old for her! Get to your room. You're grounded."

I felt my heart being pulled and ripped to shreds. I started shaking. Anger is an understatement. "For what?!" I screamed. "Trying to see someone who means a lot to me?!"

"Don't yell at me. Get to your room before I do something I will regret later."

I ran to my room. Throwing down my keys and my bag. Slamming my door shut.

How can she do this to me? She knows how much I love him.

I felt tears building up as I fell face first into my bed. I let my sobs into my pillow. He means the world to me.

It felt like minutes had passed before the night had come. A small knock on my door made me feel like I was the smallest person in the world. Whoever it was opened the door. Closing it behind them they turned on the light. I sighed, pulling the black fluffy throw blanket to my chin.

"You know, mum cares about you." My sister Leigh said. "She's just worried about you."

I sniffed wiping my eyes and sighing. "Seems like it."

"She wants whats best for you,"

"Then why isn't she letting me see Ash?"

"He's too old for you."

"He's seventeen! A year. How is that too old?!"

"Don't yell at me."

"Then don't say stupid shit."

"Oh, get fucked Y/N. Every time you don't get your own way you do this shit."

I rolled my eyes. "Whatever. Just leave me alone."

"Pushing everyone away? Nice." She said sarcastically.

"Why would I want to sit here and listen to you saying shit about my boyfriend then tell me to get fucked when I defend him? Just fuck off. You're not helping." I rolled over.

She left. Not before slamming the door closed. No one seemed to understand what I'm going through... my sisters both snuck out to see guys. So why I can't I?

I felt around for my phone in the dark. I felt it under my back. Flat. Awesome.

"Y/N?" A hushed voice called from my window. I cautiously made my way to the window. Small rocks were hitting the thick window on the top level.

Ashton.

I felt myself warm up. Like an explosion of fireworks went off around me.

"What are you doing here?" I called down to him.

He gestured for me to come.

"Just a second." I grinned down at the boy with blonde hair.

Grabbing my phone and charger, jacket, jandals and my keys I shoved them into a bag then threw it down to Ash which he caught. I carefully climbed out the window. I jumped a little to the ground. Running down the road with Ashton hand in hand I never felt more happy.

As we ran down the road I felt Ashton stopped. "Why didn't you come?"

I groaned, wrapping my arms around him. "Mum stopped me. I really wanted to come."

"Well you're here now."

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The moonlight drifted down to us. It looked beautiful as the sea moved swiftly with the wind. My head leaned on Ashton's shoulder. A genuine smile formed on my lips as Ashton kissed my head.

"I love you." Ashton broke the nice silence.

"I love you more." I teased leaning up and kissing him. I closed my eyes. Enjoying the moment.

"Your mum isn't going to like this."

"But I do."

Silence again.

"She's shipping me off to boarding school." I said finally. "I'm leaving in a few weeks... I wanted to spend as much time with you as I can."

He didn't say anything. Just cuddled me further into his chest.

"You're not going to say anything?"

"If I say something... I don't know if I'm going to stop myself."

"Stop yourself?"

"I love you. You're my first love... and you're leaving... I do everything you ask me. I'm so whipped it's not even funny - yet you're leaving me." Ashton said quietly.

"I'm still going to love you."

"I know..."

"I love you. So much."

"I know." Ashton giggled.

I scoffed gently hitting his leg.

"I love you too. Forever."