DISCLAIMER: I OWN NOTHING CLARY POV I sigh as I keep walking. I was in the mall with Rain. I was grabbing her arm so I didn't lose her in the sea of people. Rain is my baby girl, I named her Rain because it was unique. Rain has short blonde curly hair with A blue eye and a brown eye, just like her father, she has heterochromia.
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Imagine she has heterochromia! I dragged Rain to a children's store. I didn't get any nasty looks from anyone, I don't usually get nasty looks because she looks so much like Jace. If people knew I was Rain's mother they would give me nasty looks, I'm twenty three with a six year old daughter. Rain looks younger than she really is, she got that from me. I do get people looking at her and making the connection to her looking like academy award winning Jace Herondale! I remember what happened when I found out I was pregnant.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* I've been vomiting like crazy, and I didn't get my period this month, so I'm taking a test. I grab the test and look at it. Pregnant. I cover my mouth as tears roll down my cheeks. No, no,no, I cannot be pregnant, I can't! Holy crap! What am I going to do?! My mother is going to kick me out! She's going to dis own me! And Jace....oh god, Jace.....he won't leave....and he'll get dragged into this hole. I get up and throw the pregnancy test out the window. I take a deep breath and walk out of the house. I see Jace pull over. He takes out his helmet and walks up to me, a huge smile was on his face. "You're not going to believe what happened!" He said excitedly. "I got the role! I got the god dammed role!" Jace says as he hugs me tightly. I hug Jace back tightly, knowing that this was the last hug we would ever have. Tears roll down my cheeks. "Jace...." I whisper. He pulls away. "What? What is it?" He asks. "I....I'm breaking up with you..." i say. "Wait.....Wait what?" Jace asks. "What do you mean you're breaking up with me?" Jace asks. I take a deep breath. "Hey, you know what? It's for the best, you'll be leaving to LA, right? Long distance never works anyways," I say as I hold back tears. "And besides, I only went out with you because I Pity you, and now that you landed your first role I can finally break it off with you without feeling any guilt," I say. I saw Jace's pain fill his eyes. "Yeah, you know what you're right," Jace says Venomously as he gets on his bike. "Long distance never works," Jace says as he puts on his helmet and zooms off. I watch Jace leave, and I fall to the floor in sobs. I wanted to scream after him and beg him not to leave, tell him that I do love him and that I was just lying, but I can't. So I just break out crying on my front yard.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Love means sacrifice, so I sacrificed Jace, and now he's among the stars. My parents actually helped me through my pregnancy. We had to move to LA because of my moms job. I tried dating. But when I told the guys about Rain, they ran off. I saw from magazines and gossip articles how Jace moves on with his life. He was in relationships with different artists who were way better than me, including Dove Cameron, Kendall Jenner, Bella Thorne, Zendaya and Peyton List. The Bella Thorne and Dove Cameron relationship really blew up. I sigh as I see Rain model some clothes I picked out. Eventually we leave Gap. I also found out Jace got his tattoo remove. Our tattoo. We went to a tattoo parlor and got a tattoo of the angelic power tune, I got it on my ankle, and Jace got it on his wrist. It's small, but it meant the world to us, it was our sign. And then he got it removed, I can't blame him though, it was my fault. I smile and kiss Rain's Cheek. I don't blame Rain for what happened to me and Jace, she's actually the best thing I have now. "C'mon baby, you wanna go get ice cream?"I ask Rain. She smiles and nods. "Yes mommy! Ice cream!!!" She says happily. I grab her arm so she doesn't get lost. There were even more people at the mall. I drag Rain with me towards Cold stone. I push past the people in front of me. As I push past a girl, she snarls at me and twists me around. "Watch where you're going you idiot!" She says as she shoves me into a clearer off circle, I was ripped away from Rain and then stumbled and landed on someone pushing them to the floor. I look up and see body guards holding out Crazy girls who can only be described as fan girls. Then it hits me, I just crashed into a star. "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to bump into you, I-i just got shoved in, I'm so sorry," i explain in a rush. "Clary?" I hear Jace ask. I look up and see him, I felt flashes and pictures. I back away until I hear Rain. "Momma!" Rain says as she hugs me. I gasp lightly. "Rain," I say. "I've gotta go," I say and drag Rain away. Then I feel Jace's arm on my wrist. "No, wait," Jace says. "Clary, let me talk to you," Jace says. "I can't.." I whisper as I try to back away. "Clarissa, please," Jace says. "Rain is hungry I need to feed her," "I'll get you some food," "Ok," I say. Jace, Rain and I walk out and go Into the limousine. Rain falls asleep on my lap, I was feeling nervous, Rain looks so much like Jace, I would usually cry myself to sleep because she looked so much like Jace. I love Rain, but she looked so much like Jace, it made me miss him so much every single day. I play with Rains curls. "Clary....Who is she?" Jace asks.
