Only his surrogate

Fourty two.

- Leyton -

Telling April my past and my past life, i was scared it was going to make or break us apart - but she had to know.
I felt vulnerable telling her. But when she held me tight and kissed my cheek I knew she was the right one for me.

With all the drama going on we almost forgot we had our 20 week scan tomorrow ... our gender reveal party was in the afternoon.

I was thrilled we were having two babies let alone one, so whatever the sex I was greatful.

- April -

We spent the night in each other's arms. I knew he felt vulnerable and hurt so by comforting it was the only thing I could do to show him I was here.

It makes me so much more excited to become his wife.
It was all happening we forgot about our gender reveal party tomorrow! So much preparation to do! And so little time; thankfully I had Jane on hand to do the cakes. Once we got the envelope which told us the sex.

My family were travelling down for the day to celebrate with us so I was excited! Even though it was one day, it was a day to treasure.

We headed to the hospital for our scan at 10am! I needed a wee so bad my bladder felt like it was going to burst.

I laid upon the bed my nerves were sky high. The gel was placed on my stomach, cold. And the sonographer started scanning.
Not being able to know until later was a killer but it made the excitement that much more exciting.

"Everything looks perfectly fine, congratulations! And good luck!" She winked as she handed us our envelope!

"This is it ... our babies fate!" I smiled as we approached the car! "And I can't wait"

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The party looked great! Jane was busy baking whilst we was both upstairs getting ready ... you'd think.

"You know you're sexy after a shower?" Leyton grinned as I walk out the bathroom in my towel and hair dropped down my back.
"What even pregnant?" I questioned.
"Definitely even pregnant ..." he winked as he came over and placed a kiss upon the back of my neck and behind my ear ...
his arms around my waist, going inside the towel ...

"How long do we have?" He asks as he continues to press kisses against me.
"Hmm an hour tops" I reply smiling.

"Gives is enough time then" he spins me round so I'm facing him. And presses his lips against mine.
"For what? You may have to enlighten me,"
He raises his eyebrows and pushes me back against the bed so i fall and lay on my back.

He arched himself over me and I pull him down, his hands reach for my towel and strips it away from me ... his hands trail down and inside my body ... everytime I feel his touch I fall in love with him even more.

He moves down further .... we have sex three times before people are due to arrive.

It felt meaningful and I just cannot wait to become his wife.