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26. December 2018.

 I was entering the gym when I saw two towels on the counter but I knew that those weren't for me. I heard the closet door closing so I realized he was already grabbing a towel for me because he must have seen me on camera. I stopped at the counter and he turned to me with the biggest grin on his face. I loved it. That was the best reaction to me. I was happy to see him happy. "How are you?" "Great." I wanted to say 'Now I am great'. If every day would start with that smile I wouldn't complain. I was alone in the hall. He checked up on me twice. He left the hall again but all I was thinking was 'I have something for you' and 'Could you stay so I can talk to you?'. I wanted to give him cookies that I brought for him. My sister has flown the other day and she brought me a big Christmas present with all my favorites including those coconut pellets. I put aside most of the cookies for him. I brought them today but I just didn't have a chance to give them to him. That woman that was here today, she was terrible to work with. He was miserable, I could see it on his face. He was telling me how I was doing a great job. I know that I am good to work with because I am flexible, well physically yes but also I'm flexible with almost everything else and I always think about that other person who I am working with and treat them the way I wanted to be treated. I was doing an exercise when he asked me if I know how to swim, I told him that I do know, I have trained it for four years. He said that you can see that, that I have a posture like a swimmer. I took that as a compliment. When she left us alone I felt free. I am always in one state when there are people around us and I don't like that. I want to be able to talk to him but how can I when we are rarely alone. I asked him if he will stay working here after New Year's and he said he will so we can continue training. He told me not to worry about it. I hope we continue but not just training, I want to stay in contact with him and I wish to see him outside of the gym. I know he told me that we will go out for a drink so that means two things, one, he wants to go out with me and two, we are staying in touch for sure.