One more day! One more day, one more day, I am freaking out! Why am I freaking out it's not like it's my birthday, oh wait mine is in seven days.
Every time when I wake up I lift my right arm to put it under my head, it's a habit. As I lifted my arm over my head it hurt. I forget that my shoulder hurt and I had to get used to my left side, it was unusual at first. Every morning I do the same. The pain was strong today so he was considerate and I was doing cardio. We were at our regular spots when he started. "Tomorrow is my birthday but I can't do on Friday I am having a small party. We can do it on the weekend." I was fine with it but then I remembered the present, if we won't see each other on Friday I should have brought the present today, I'm screwed. I can't wait for the weekend I wanted to give him on his birthday but I didn't know how. Then he said something about how he is working tomorrow all day and how he is totally booked but then it hit me. "You said you work all day tomorrow?" "Yes" "Can you squeeze me in somewhere, if it's not a problem?" "There's 9 am but you wouldn't want that." "No, that's great. Tomorrow at nine sounds great." Oh my God, I can't believe I just did that but then he said when he was born and said with a smile on his face "That means that I get to spend my birthday with you." I am so excited to be with him tomorrow, on his birthday, I can't wait to give him the present. All-day I was doing legs so I get why I can't feel them now. It was so good today. I love it when he turns to me with a smile or with a look which I know what it means. I love how we can communicate with just looking at each other. Today was so good that I can't put emotions into words, you have to feel it.
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