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4. February 2019.

 All I know is that my cheeks hurt because I must have been laughing so much.

Last night something weird and rare has happened. I texted him to check the time for today and told him that we need to go easy and he replied with a question mark. With a question mark??? Will's asking me if I'm ok with the time, oh damn, that never happened before and of course I said that the timing is good. When I got to the gym there was no one, the hall was empty, the workout hall had the lights out, I didn't know what was happening so I took one of the keys that were on the counter. In the girl's locker room I left my jacket, my sweatshirt, and the bag and went back to see if someone is there to get a towel. As I walked by the massage room that was in the dark also that's when I saw him on the table sleeping. He was so cute that I didn't want to wake him up. I went to change and to start training on my own. He came to me a bit later to say hi. We talked about the pain that I have in my neck for about five minutes and then we started our little routine. "You won't believe me but I watched Split." "So, how did you like it?" Will smiled with satisfaction and so he was eager to know what I think about the movie. "It wasn't that scary as I thought, it was really good." He was standing right there around the punching bag, right in front of me and he was listening to me carefully. I can't remember what I was saying but I remember his look, how he was looking at me as I was talking. So I was telling him how Split is the second movie of a trilogy, how there's the first movie with Bruce Willis as the main character and there's a third movie which was released recently. Will didn't know that so as I was explaining to him, his eyes were wide open and he was listening to every word that I was saying. He is so cute. "You have to text me the name of the movie. Is it out online?" "I'm not sure." What I didn't like is that when I talk I mostly focus on talking and not on him and his reaction. I mean I see the reaction but not completely. I think that sometimes I have a blockade because of him, he makes me just a bit nervous and I unconsciously block my mind and I don't know what to say. It rarely happens. We were talking about those three movies and he was super excited when I told him about them. "Now I have to watch them." Later on, I was doing lunges to the next room and as I was going all the way he was right behind me on the phone and later when he asked me if I went all the way I was laughing because I did and because he was with me. He was teasing me and I was smiling. Every time I start another series he follows me so he can have eyes on me. Will was so cute, I could do this with him all day. He showed me two more exercises for legs and while I was doing that he was on a treadmill watching a game on TV. "So, how's the book coming?" I asked him, I wanted to check if he's coming to an end. "Slowly, but it's coming." And then he said something that shows me that he sees when I like his posts on Instagram. Will posts are his quotes which I understand most of them. I want to learn more about him so I asked him something about his writing which I think it's really good. Later I joined him on a treadmill and we were watching a game together. He was super cute today and also different, there was something about him but not sure what. Later we were talking about the next training which is on Friday and he could do it only in the afternoon and so because he is such a sweetheart I accepted the late training.