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29. March 2019.

 Oh, it was the cutest thing ever.

My mood swings are swinging and right now I feel happy. This swinging is making me crazy. I was working hard today. I did the bike, then I did exercises for my shoulder when they all start to show up. They were late but that hasn't concerned me, he saw me being a busy bee, he was surprised and glad to see me like that. All-day he was testing my shoulder to see where is the pain coming from. And of course, she was talking and I was ignoring her because I needed to be concentrated on my training. While doing so he was telling a story, I can't remember what was it about but he was smiling and then I thought to add something to it. "Yes and also to arrange a photoshoot." His face turned from a smile to a serious look in a second. "Yes, for sure." My expression was saying 'Oh my God he's serious about it'. He's serious about me doing his cover, I love this, I seriously can't wait, I'm already thinking about it, I have some ideas, some of them are just stupid. I got to think about it more. He was still banging his head over this pain of mine, he just couldn't get it. He gave me a prescription to rest my shoulder, not to do anything with it but I do have to massage it with ice. I went for running on a treadmill but then that pain in my leg was back so I couldn't run too much. The pain went up on the leg and by his theory, it's a good thing. When I was about to go home I was asking him about the next training... I can do next Friday because you know what so we went back and forth until this little girl who's training with us came to him telling him that she needs to go to the toilet. "Can you go with her?" He asked me. "Of course." She's the sweetest thing ever. I waited on her outside and brought her back to him. I felt like... In a moment I felt like a mom. Will is so good with her. When he told her to put shoes on to go to the toilet he said "She's gonna go with you" refereeing to me and then I felt like he said 'Go with mom'. I felt like we were the parents, it was the best feeling ever. Now my heart feels warm, oh wow. When he saw that we're back he got to me to finish our conversation and we agreed on Sunday. So happy that I got to see him before my stupid 'vacation'. I hate these four days.