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13. February 2019.

 Tomorrow is Valentine's day, I hate that day.

I hate the afternoon training, I washed my hair and got ready but then I am waiting to leave and it's taking too long, it's just like afternoon flights, which I hate and I don't do. I mean if I have a morning flight and I have to get to the airport at six in the morning let it be, I don't mind but if I take the afternoon flight then I take time to get up, get ready, pack my bag for the next thirty minutes and for the rest four or five hours to wait to leave, hell no, that's why I love doing everything in the morning. So, I waited a couple of hours and then I finally left and took a bus. While traveling I got his text saying that he can't make it and that he's changing to tomorrow. Damn it I was pissed. I was on my way and he tells me that he can't make it, are you serious??? What if I can't do tomorrow, does he ever think of that? I didn't know what to reply so I didn't. I was so ready for the training today, I wanted to do it today but hell no. I was mad but I had to be ok, it's not up to me, he's the one with whom I have to adjust. But how can't he think about others? What if I had plans for tomorrow? What if I had a date for Valentine's, not that I have but still. You can't just assume that I am always free, not just me. He knows that I don't have a boyfriend ergo I don't have a date but don't assume that, ask. I would tell him if I had plans so he won't plan training that day but still, it's not his to assume. I always think about him and time when I need to text him. I always think before I text him. I consider his work time and free time. I want one more thing to do so I would release this out of me but actually, I won't because I don't want to curse.

I wrote that dedication in the book and I just need to wrap it. I'm so excited to see his reaction of the book but I'm not sure if he would open it in front of me or while I'm warming up but I do know that I will get my hug. I really can't wait.