Ask and Dare The Dark Sides

Crying

Remus: We got a question from NyvvReadsFanfics

Remus: And it says-

Remus: Oh...

Janus: What?

Remus: Uh it says More of a serious one... ...has anyone walked in on Janus crying?

Janus: ...

Remus: Um well happy crying wise yeah a couple of times

Virgil: Yeah and he'd play it off by saying he has something in his eyes or say something about ninjas cutting onions in the room

Janus: *snorts*

Remus: And as far as sad crying? Yeah we have actually...

Remus: Jan is it alright if-

Janus: *nods*

Remus: Okay

Remus: So there was a point and time where Janus was HEAVILY insecure about his scales and whole extra arms thing (Kinda the whole reason why he didn't use them that much)

Remus: And it was to the point where he couldn't even look at himself in the mirror and would break down crying not even looking at his scales for 5 seconds

Remus: But luckily one day Patton had walked in on Jan during one of his breakdowns and helped him become a little less insecure 

Janus: Yeah and let's just say this is why Patton will aggressively shower me with affection if he hears I'm even the slightest negative about myself

Remus: *cackles* Yeah

Remus: Speaking of Patton um there was also of course the time him and Jan had a very big arguement that caused them to basically get divorced and inevitably had us all seperated from each other

Remus: Me and Virgil would hear him crying in his room and tried comforting him through it all

Virgil: Yeah...

Janus: I kept telling myself I didn't care... That it didn't hurt me... I kept lying and lying to myself that I was okay and that everything was alright and it wasn't!

Janus: Patton just honestly makes me so happy

Janus:  I love his smile, his laugh, his jokes, his bubbly personality, his gorgeous face, and everything about him just makes me so damn happy 

Janus: He's the reason why I wake up in the morning, why I WANTED to change and do better and losing him that day just broke me... But it also helped me learn from my mistakes and be the person that I am today and I'm thankful for that

Remus and Virgil: *smile* Yeah

Remus: And finally of course was the time Virgil left...

Janus: *sighs* Yeah... Remus didn't take that the hardest but my mental state was practically gone when that happened

Janus: We both kept blaming ourselves but luckily we soon were both able to pick each other back up again

Remus: Yeah

Virgil: I still feel really bad about that I really am sorry guys

Remus: *pulls Virgil and Janus in a group hug* Ah don't worry about it Scare Bear it's all in the past! What's important now is that we all have each other and nothing can ever change that

Virgil and Janus:*smile hugging back tighter* Yeah