I don't want to fall in love with you( Elizabeth Olsen x F reader)

Chapter 42

I'm driving to Lizzie's house, she decided that it was better if we have breakfast at her house, I agreed because it is comfier and we can talk in peace without interruptions, also I know she doesn't like when paparazzis are taking photos of her, they can be pretty annoying, and I hate them when they make Lizzie feel upset or uncomfortable

Once I arrived Lizzie, opened the door fast, I looked at her surprised "Oh I heard your motorcycle, so I knew you were here" Lizzie said in response to my confused face, I walk towards her and put my hands around her waist, she put hers around my neck "Hi bella, I missed you a lot" I told her smiling "Hi bubs, I missed you too, even though it wasn't that long since we last saw us" she said leaning for a kiss, I peck her lips a lot of times making her giggling "Come on in now, so we can have breakfast" Lizzie said and I nod pecking her lips one more time

As soon we entered her house, I was welcomed with a very delicious smell, that means breakfast is ready and I'm sure Lizzie cooked because all she does it's perfect"Mmm Liz your house smells so good" I told her and she chuckle, we got in the kitchen and I helped her to put everything on the table, we started eating and this breakfast is so good, while I'm savoring my breakfast Lizzie is staring at me and let out a chuckle "What?" I told her with my mouth full of food, Lizzie glare at me, I swallowed "Sorry" I told her with a goofy smile "I see that you like my food" she said and I scoffed "Liked it? Are you nuts or something, I love it" I told her and she grinned

Once we are done and we cleaned the kitchen, we went to the couch and sit, I think is time to talk, I'm nervous, I mean yeah I couldn't sleep because I wanted to know but now that I'm here with her I think I don't want to know what she has to tell me, maybe she does want to leave me, and she realizes I'm not enough of her "So, we need to talk" Lizzie breaks the silence, I nod "Yep, you need to tell me that thing you wanted to" I told her and she looked at me sadly "Please Lizzie, say it now because if you don't say it I probably get more anxious" I told her rubbing the back of my neck, she grabs my hands "Okay, you have to promise me that you won't get mad at me, I couldn't do anything about it, and baby believe me I tried" she said and fuck I'm more nervous now, she didn't cheat on me right?

Lizzie took a big breath, "Okay so there are two things I need you to tell you, both of them will freak you out because it would fuck all our plans" she said and I nod to let her continue "So the first thing is that" she paused "You know I'm an actress and sometimes the producers need me for filming and stuff, and I can't say no because well it's my job and they need me, what I'm trying to say here is that I'm going to Atlanta on Friday" she said the first bad new, I'm shocked that there is one more.

I'm more shocked that she's leaving, and I don't know for how long, maybe she will be there for months, and she will get bored of me because I can't be with here, and I would barely visit her because of my job, maybe she would meet someone better and she will leave me, "Hey please say something" Lizzie cut me off of my thoughts "I uhm I I really don't know what to say, I mean when?" I said "Baby I told you that on Friday" she said calmly "Oh uhm yeah sorry" "No, don't apologize, do you want me to tell you the other thing or you need time to relax yourself" she asked and I shake my head no "No, tell me now please" I told her and she took another big breath, that's not good, "Well, as you know I'm living on Friday and on Monday is Christmas and-" I cut her off "You would not be able to be here?, but don't they give you the holidays?" I told her and she nods "Yes, but my sisters want something and I need to go to New York, they say it was important, so I'm going on Sunday" she said and I stand up quickly and start rubbing the back of my neck "Please Y/N you know that I would love to spent Christmas with you, but I can't my sisters told me it is important and I tell them that I was planning on spending Christmas with you and they said that I should " Lizzie doesn't finish what she was saying she must see that I can't breath I'm pacing around her living room, I'm feeling very anxious and I'm overthinking, "I need air" I told her walking to the front door, I can hear that Lizzie is following me, but suddenly I got more overwhelmed so I stop hearing clear