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Kie's POV:

It was the beginning of my junior year and over the summer, JJ and I hooked up once. We were at the chateau and we got super drunk and it just kinda happened.

That was a few weeks ago. Today, I am sitting alone on my bathroom floor looking at two positive pregnancy tests. I was seventeen years old and pregnant.

I was crying as I didn't even know what to do or who to tell. JJ and I just hooked up once. It wasn't like we were a couple. My parents were going to murder me. Holy shit.

I couldn't sleep so I texted JJ.

Me: Hey, are you up?

JJ: What's up? Looking for another night in bed with me 😏

Me: I need to talk to you. Can I come over?

JJ: Yeah my dad isn't home so just walk in

Me: Be there soon

I snuck out and I drove to JJ's house. I walked inside and went to his room where he was laying in bed.

"Hey" I said trying to hide the fact that I was crying

"Come here" He said pulling me into his bed with him

I laid my head on his chest and he wrapped his arms around my body. He then whispered, "What's wrong?"

"I'm pregnant" I whispered back giving him the two positive tests

"Mine?" He confirmed

"You're the only one I've been with"

"Holy shit" He said

"I'm so sorry" I cried into his chest and he kissed my head

"This isn't your fault, Kie. I'm here for you no matter what. Whatever you need I promise to be there."

"Really?" I asked sobbing

"Yes, I promise. I'm not going to let you go through this alone" He said

I cried and he calmed me down. I wanted to make sure my mom never found out and JJ went with me to the appointment a few days later. They gave me these pills that would end the pregnancy. My parents were out of town and JJ was with me at my house.

I sat there holding the pills. Do I swallow them? Do I not? I couldn't have a baby right now. We both knew that. I swallowed the pills and a few hours later the cramping and bleeding started. JJ was there with me through it all. We cried and he held me in his arms.

After that, we never talked about it again. It has been ten years now. I was twenty seven and I've had many failed relationships. I was at my parents house and I stood in the doorway of my bathroom and all the flashbacks rushed to my head from that night.

I drove to JJ's house in tears. I knocked the door and he opened it and immediately hugged me. He had no idea why I was crying.

"I'm sorry..." I said trying to calm down

"Shhh, breathe. Just breathe." JJ said trying to calm me down

"What's wrong?" He asked

"Junior year... I never should have swallowed those pills. We would have a nine year old right now. You and me would have a kid together and then I wouldn't be so alone"

JJ pulled me into his arms and he said, "I think about that night all the time. You aren't alone, you will never be alone."

"I am alone and we haven't talked in eight years. I've been grieving for eight years alone and I can't anymore. I know this sounds crazy. I've tried dating and I picture the guy I'm dating being a father to my kids and I can't. You're the only one I want to have a baby with. Will you please give me a baby?"

"You want a baby with me?" He asked confused

"Yes" I said looking into his eyes

"Kie, there's so much shit that's happened in eight years that you don't know about. I'm going to be honest right now and tell you that I've been seeing someone. She's actually inside right now"

I cut him off and said, "Shit, forget I even came here"

"No, because I want to give you a baby. I want to have a baby with you. Just let me end things with her before I have sex with you"

I started laughing as I realized what we were going to have to do in order to make a baby. I haven't talked to JJ in eight years. This is going to be so awkward. He went inside and he told me he'd call me later. 

A few hours later, he called me and asked me to come over. I went right over and he hugged me and said, "Let's make a baby"

"I don't even know if I'm ovulating" I said laughing

"Then we'll practice making a baby until we succeed" He smiled at me

"You're sure you want this?" I asked nervously

"Yes, I want a girl just like her beautiful mom and I want a little boy just like me. So if we're going to do this, I want more than one. I want as many babies as you're willing to have with me" He said grabbing me and kissing me

I kissed him back and it was like we were back in high school. We went to his bedroom and at first it was a little awkward, but he made me feel comfortable and within seconds it felt so right. 

"I want four kids" I said

"Me too" He said agreeing

"I love you, J... I always have and I always will"

"I love you too, Kie. Always and forever"

After two months, I was pregnant and JJ was ecstatic. We were also now a couple which I never saw coming. We both regretted that night junior year but we were happy with we were finally getting our baby.

JJ and I ended up having five kids together. We never got married legally but we didn't care. I went by Kiara Maybank socially. He gave me a ring. It was real to us which was all that mattered. 

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