Two Hundred Thirty Three

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"Please" I said pulling my arms across my chest, guarding myself "please don't do this"

"I don't love you anymore"
The way I felt when my dad said those exact words rushed into me
I felt so much sadness
Worse this time, he's never said that to me

"I love you" I was going to open myself up, be vulnerable with him

"I hate you" he snarled at me

"I love you"
This worked for my dad it has to work for Draco

"Fuck off" he snapped at me
He was so close to my face, our lips were almost touching
I pushed myself closer but he backed up
"You're a whore"

"You don't mean that" I said, my body shaking

"How many other guys have you fucked?"

"You know about my experiences"

"Get out of here" he shut his emotions off again

I had to sit down, the moon was fully affecting me now
I felt my legs wobbling and my strength leaving me
Draco didn't run to my side like he had in the past
He just glared at me
"You don't mean any of this" I said clutching my heart
I swore I could feel pieces breaking off

"You're a nuisance"

"You don't mean that"

"Ugly"
"Worthless"
"Waste of space"
He was using words that he knew would hurt me, things that Corban told me over and over again

I pushed off of the ground and used a bookcase to hold myself up
"Please don't do this" i wasn't above begging him "please don't"

I saw him shake his head
He picked up his wand and used it to shatter a couch close by to us
He then shattered a mirror, threw a giant chest piece across the room, used his wand to set fire to a stack of papers behind me
None of that scared me as much as the thought of losing him did
"I can't do this" he said voice full of pain

I cried, I didn't want to but seeing him so hurt made me break down
He stormed past me, opening up the door that led back to the hallway
I pushed myself back up and followed after him

When I got to the hallway I looked for his friends, they were both staring at me already
"Which way?"

They pointed to the stairs that led down, so I went down the stairs as well
By now dinner was through and everyone would be in their dorm rooms
The only souls around were already dead

I kept a hand on the railing the entire walk down the stairs, listening for Draco hoping I could catch him
If he was headed for his common room I wouldn't see him again until tomorrow
That's if he shows up to classes

I walked passed moaning myrtles bathroom, thinking I just heard her wailing but that wasn't a female's voice I heard crying
Draco

I moved as quickly as i could to the abandoned bathroom
When I got inside I saw him by the sink, splashing water onto his face
"I can't do this" he bend over the sink and cried
I couldn't remember the last time I saw him so...broken
"She's going to hate me"

I walked up to him, slowly
He looked into the mirror's reflection and made direct eye contact with me
I waited where I was
Waited for him to tell me off
Waited for him to remind me how much he didn't love me
Waited for him to a scream at me
But he didn't
He pushed off of the sink and turned to face me
I knew he was going to start breaking things again, I shut my eyes tightly waiting for the explosions
But he didn't do that
I waited for another minute before opening my eyes again, when I did this time I saw him race towards me
I tensed my body, I didn't know what he was going to do

He grabbed me by my shoulders and pulled me into his chest
He sobbed into my hair, holding tighter than my dad did when he broke down with me
"I'm so fucking sorry" he said through his tears "I love you so much"

I used whatever strength I had to hold him tightly too
I started to rub his back in the same motion others have done for me when I needed comfort
"Im sorry" he said again "I love you" he whispered into my ear "please don't hate me"

"I could never" I said through my own tears

"You will" he said shaking "everyone will"

"I don't care what everyone else thinks, I will never hate you"

"I can't do this" he said

"Talk to me" I begged "please let me in"

"He's going to kill you if I don't..." he said "I'm so fucking weak. I can't protect you from them if I can't even do this one fucking thing"
The first time he's began telling me anything about what's going on

"Who?" I asked holding tightly to him, I felt like I was his lifeline holding onto him to keep him from drowning

"I can't do it"

"Can't do what?" The voice of Harry traveled through to us

Draco's head pushed off the top of shoulder, he pulled me in tighter to his chest
Almost to the point of cutting off my breathing
"D-Draco" I tried asking him to let go of me just a little but my voice wouldn't carry

"Can't do what?" Harry repeated
This time Draco let go, but he pulled me behind his body
"Cora get away from him"

"Harry please leave" I said from behind Draco, I had to shut emotions off I was choking on them

Harry shot a spell our way, Draco blocked it with his own
"If you hit her with even a disarming spell you're dead"
He held so much power in his voice, protecting me was his most important role

"Then let her go" he said holding his wand at us

Draco sent a few spells his way, keeping his non dominant hand behind his body holding me close to him
"Stop please" I said to Draco

Harry used a spell to make the sink beside us explode, Draco covered me with his body
I was so weak, I couldn't move fast I knew i was just going go slow Draco down
"Let's just leave" I said to him, his body was still covering my own debris was still falling around us

Harry sent another round of spells
He knew I was beside Draco but his obsession was too great to care

Draco pulled me into a bathroom stall after sending a wave of water at Harry, blinding him for a moment
"You're not safe here" he looked under the stall and saw Harry moving around again "I'll cause a distraction and when I do I need you to escape"
Not this again

I shook my head
"No please don't go"

He held my face close to his own and then opened the stall
Harry must have been close by, he started attacking him right away
I pushed off the wet bathroom floor and opened the door to look at them battling
I couldn't bare to see Harry and Draco fighting
With the two of them I knew it wouldn't be a simple fight, they would go until one of them was damaged
I raced from the bathroom stall, last time I left to defend someone they died
I couldn't hold myself back again, my need to protect Draco from Harry was too great
I found myself in between them with my arms up
I used all that I had left to yell at them
"STOP"

Harry threw one final spell, Draco had put his wand down worrying over my safety
The spell hit me directly, I wasn't sure if that was his plan but I took the whole curse onto myself
I didn't fall down, I didn't fly backwards
I wasn't sure what spell he used
Until everything started to hurt, I thought it was the moon shining through the window in this bathroom
But when I looked down, I saw red filling up the space I occupied
Blood trickled down my body
I placed my hand on my chest, the spot that hurt the most. I pulled back my hand, it was covered in clots of red
I looked at Harry, clutching my stomach now. I wasn't sure what to try to apply pressure to
He looked horrified
I turned my head to Draco who looked just as bad
It can't be that bad...
I fell to my knees holding my stomach still
From my knees I fell down face first into a puddle of water floating around my feet

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