Death Eaters Daughter Part Two

One Hundred Fifty Five

Cora's POV

I had sex with someone new
And it didn't feel the same as it did with Nico
There wasn't any love involved
It was just sex

I took the bottle from Pucey and began drinking it
Fast
"I don't know why you ever stopped, this is better isn't it?" He said coming up to me
He placed his hand on my waist and pulled me into his chest
He smelt like cigarettes and whiskey
His emotions weren't warm, they were bitter
He didn't look angry, but his emotions showed me something different

He began kissing me

This isn't right

He put his hand behind my head forced my face to stay with his

Cora you need to leave now

I tried pushing him off but he didn't let go of me
"You're not going to do that to me again are you? Don't be such a tease" he went to kiss me again but someone pulled him off of me
Fred?

No
It was Blaise
"I don't think she's drunk enough for fucking you yet" he said smirking at me "Cora last I heard you ran away, drink" he said passing me more alcohol

I took it and drank it all the way empty
Pucey laughed and then walked back to where Montague was
"Why are you here?" I asked

"Should be asking you the same question, but I'm here drinking. Seems like you wanted to do the same thing" he passed me another liquor bottle

I drank this one slower now, Pucey seemed to be leaving me alone for now so I stayed with Blaise
He began walking away from the group so I followed him

He walked all the way to the window
"I'm going to sit out here if you want to join"
He opened the glass and sat on the side panel of the roof
I'm too drunk to sit there
But I did anyways

Cora don't

I shook my head trying to get Nico's voice out
Please stop I can't take this

"You coming?" He asked

I didn't say anything, I just stumbled my way to where Blaise was sitting
Stars filled the sky, I could see Cancer's star flickering viciously at me but I looked down at the ground instead
I couldn't see anything, the way I preferred it right now

"Where did you run off to?" He asked passing me another bottle of liquor

I threw the empty one behind my back into the tower again
  "Don't ask"

He chuckled
  "Came back with a drinking problem again, I like this side of you better. It's more risky" he said putting his hand closer to my side

I didn't stop him
I didn't care what any of the guys here did to me
I just don't care

  "Yeah well shit happened and now here I am" I drank my fourth bottle of liquor now
Just enough to almost black out

Blaise noticed this too
He placed his bottle down and moved closer to me
He began kissing my neck
I let him
He placed his hand under my shirt
I let him
He got back into the tower and pulled me with him
I didn't fight it
No one was in the tower anymore, I wasn't sure how long we stayed outside but the party moved to a new location
But we didn't

Blaise pushed me against the wall and put his hand around my neck
  "I'm going to fuck you so good you won't give a damn about your other problems. The only thing you'll be wanting is me"

I let him
I let him have sex with me
I was drunk
I didn't care anymore

After he was finished he got up and left me there
  "If you want to do this again I'm game any time" he said leaving me alone

I put my clothes back on and looked at my skin
Bruises already
Nico never left bruises on me
He loved me gently
Blaise was rough, he didn't care about hurting me

I looked at the clock on the wall, 4 am
I stumbled getting up but after I managed, I began walking to my common room

Still drunk it took me longer than usual but when I finally made it back I saw a light was on in the common room
I knew it wasn't coming from the fireplace, it wasn't orange
It was a yellow light similar to the one that is near the couches

I got closer to the couch and saw Fred sitting there, staring into the fire
He heard me walk in, when he looked my way I choked on my words

I like him
He has a kind soul, I can tell by his eyes how much he cares about you
Cora it's ok to move on
With him you'll be safe
I love you my sweet Corey, my last message to you is...
Be happy

I wasn't sure if it was my drunk heart or the way he rose and walked over to me but when he did I started weeping

"Cora" he said softly
He met me halfway and held me as I cried onto his chest

I couldn't catch my breath, I was crying so hard that my lungs started to hurt and my throat felt raw
"F-f-f" I couldn't say his name without choking

He put one hand on the back of my head and the other began rubbing my back in soothing circles
"You're home, you're ok" he said again and again "you're ok"

"B-but I'm not" I said almost screaming "I'm so broken"

He pulled me away from his chest
I instantly felt cold again the moment I moved, I went to rest my head on him but he pulled my face to look at his
His brown eyes were blazing with the fire I've always noticed he had in him
"Let me help you, I'll pick up every piece that fell and put you back together"

"What i-if I can't b-be fixed?"

He pulled me back onto his chest and kissed the top of my head
"No matter what, I won't leave you. I can't lose you"

"Fred I w-want to-to die" I cried out

I felt his emotions turn from warmth to metallic
"Please don't die" he practically begged "stay with me"

I heard a set of footsteps come down the stairs
Whoever it was noticed we were down here, I heard them about to say my name but Fred turned to look at who it was
He didn't say anything, whoever it was understood the cue to leave us alone

He brought me over to the couch to lay down together
After he sat down he pulled me onto himself where I laid my entire body on
I felt him reach for something and then felt warmth lay over me
My blanket
He comforted me even though he didn't know what was wrong
He stayed the entire night with me
He began helping me find myself again