This is Just a Phase
02.17.19"Hi, good morning!" the owner greeted me as I entered Sierra Café. "Caramel Machiatto?"
I gave her a small smile. "Hazelnut po for now."
"Discharged na mamaya si Yuan," she informed me tho I didn't ask. "Makakauwi na 'yon mamaya."
Discharged?
Nang makuha ang order ko ay hindi gaya kahapon, hindi na ako nagtagal sa shop dahil baka iba ang isipin niya.
Pagbalik ng bahay ay sinalubong ako ng katahimikan. Linggo ngayon pero nasa trabaho pa rin si mommy kaya wala ulit akong kasama.
I locked the door and headed to my room. I slumped on my swivel chair, wondering what to do. Nagtagal ang tingin ko sa laptop.
Then again, I was tempted to write.
I just found myself staring at a blank document.
I had always loved writing.
Gusto kong magsulat ng sarili kong libro pero hindi ko magawa kaya ilang buwan na ang nakakalipas mula nang tinigil ko iyon. Ngayong sinusubukan kong bumalik ay talagang wala pa rin.
I was still stuck in the same cycle. The words I'd type would always end up getting deleted.
Ewan ko ba.
Maybe writing is really a mere school requirement for me?
Kapag para sa grades, nakakagawa. Pero kapag gusto ko lang, wala akong natatapos. Weird.
I sighed. I guess . . . writing is really not for me . . .
Sinara ko ang laptop. I stared at my drink I couldn't even finish.
Why did I even buy this?
Buntong-hininga akong dumukdok sa lamesa at niyakap ang sarili.
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July 23, 2023
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