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Captured in His Eyes (The Art of Life #1: Art Version) [COMPLETED]

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The Art of Life #1: Art Version Avien Evangelista is calm and collected until she interacts with the only person who can stir up her emotional control, Kiel Yuan Santillan. Started: July 16, 2023 Ended: July 14, 2024 Posted: August 21, 2023 EDITING.

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10.15.19 - Who I Really Am

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ni niteskye

Who I Really Am
10.15.19

Ayokong tanggapin ang mga sinabi ni Nathan pero sinaksak niya sa 'kin, eh.

Bumalik sa akin lahat ng mga nangyaring hindi pagkakaunawaan sa mga kaklase. Hindi ko na mabilang kung ilan. Hindi ko na maalala ang iba.

Nakakahiya.

I pulled the drawer of my bedside table and took out my journal last year.

Napalunok ako. I bit the inside of my lower lip as I flipped through the pages.

Pumatak ang mga luha ko sa tono ng mga sinulat at napahikbi sa iilang nanumbalik na alaala.

The notebook captured my unreasonable hatred for Kiel, my manipulative tactics. . . who I really am . . .

Some pages got wet from my tears, smudging the titles of the first entry and the next ones.

A Book that is All Cover

How to Peel a Mocking Eye

Crayon Crumbs

All it was is Unreasonable

I closed my eyes painfully, realizing how the titles seemed to fit me more than the persons of reference. It was a reflection of myself all along, not anyone else.

"Hypocrite," bulong ko sa sarili.

I am toxic.

Ilang beses na akong binigyan ng pagkakataon marealize pero wala akong ginawa. Ganito pa rin ako.

Ang dami ko nang nasaktan.

At ngayon, nadagdagan na naman.

Kinailangan pang umabot sa ganito bago pumasok sa kukote ko.

Nakakahiya.

Nakakahiya ka, Avien.

Nandidiri ako sa sarili ko.

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August 21, 2023