Taylor and Travis cuddled up in bed after the dinner with her dad. The mood was still very affected by the postponement of today's show and it was dead silent. Travis' arm was wrapped around her with his hand on her stomach. "I don't know if you're up for that now but would you want me to distract your thoughts a little?", he asked while letting his hand slide under her shirt to show her what he meant. Taylor closed her eyes trying to figure out if she could let herself go good enough right now. "I'd just let you be my pillow princes tonight", he whispered making her smile. "I can't really tell if I can quiet my mind enough", she admitted looking at him. Her blue eyes seemed as deep as an ocean to him. "Would you want to try?", he asked taking her hand with his free one and interlocking their fingers. Taylor decided to give it a try and nodded before kissing him.
Travis deepened the kiss pulling her into his lap so that she sat on one of his legs leaning against his chest fully. "I love you", he whispered while sliding up under her shirt and gently caressing her breast. Taylor let go of his hand to pull his lips against her neck. He willingly started to lick and suck on the soft skin of her neck making her sigh. "I can't have a hickey tomorrow", she let him know. "Got it", he told her but still didn't let go of her neck completely. His other hand also started wandering down under her sweatpants. She intuitively opened her legs more for him when his warm hand met the sensitive skin of her inner thigh. "You're so beautiful", he told her cupping her breast more. Taylor sighed again bucking up her hips unintentionally. His gentle touch worked wonders and all of her thoughts were simply gone. "Trav", she mumbled wanting more. He got her and began to massage her through the thin and already wet panties. "Mhh yeah", she mumbled moving her legs a little helplessly. "Let me help you", he smiled getting her pants out of the way far enough for her to be able to shake them off completely. She threw her arm back around his neck to hold onto something when he got back to stroking her thighs. She tried to get closer to his hand with her hips, finally holding onto his wrist.
"Impatient?", he asked pinching her breast a little. She nodded immediately making him smirk. "Please", she mumbled when he let two fingers feel her wet center. "Everything you want", he whispered finally entering her with those two fingers. She moaned arching her back in pleasure. Of course, he wasn't unaffected by this but he wanted to let her be the center of attention tonight. Taylor let her head fall back onto his shoulder moaning while he didn't stop moving his fingers in a slow rhythm. "Don't stop", she said even though he had no intention of doing that anyway. The unhurried movements somehow made it even better and Taylor could just fall deeper and deeper into the feeling of pleasure and love. He did this for her. When he managed to also find and massage her most sensitive spot, nothing else went through her mind anymore. Moaning and moving against his hand, she felt the tension build.
Taylor wanted to tell him that she wanted more pressure but her mouth only let out a little whine. The way she was grabbing his hand again and trying to move a certain way told him enough and he did exactly what she needed. A louder moan escaped her. "You like that?", he asked unnecessarily watching her try to nod and look at him. "Just lean back", he told her when she obviously tried to hold eye contact. Taylor instantly let her eyes flutter close again. He felt her treble more and clench around his fingers. Her moans became deeper and he just knew she was close. So Travis gave her just a little more pressure. "Let go for me", he told her, and the way he said it was enough to make it happen.
Travis helped her ride out the waves of her high before she fell back against him smiling softly. "This was so good", she mumbled looking up at him. He just smiled at her before kissing her head. "Glad I could help", he whispered. "If you...", she started but he already shook his head. "It's fine. This was about you", he told her even though his body would've obviously wanted some attention too. "I love you", she whispered. "I love you too. Would you mind me taking a cold shower?", he asked. Taylor giggled shaking her head and rolling off his chest. Travis got up and went to the bathroom. He came back with a wet cloth and a towel. "Just put it on the floor, I'll come and get it when I'm done", he told her. Taylor wanted to tell him that she could've gone to the bathroom too but he had closed the door already. The warm cloth felt just right after what he had given her and she did let it fall onto the ground afterward because the door was closed anyway and she was pretty tired.
Travis quickly took a cold shower to calm himself down again before getting back to her. When he opened the door, her eyes were already closed, so he just put the cloth and towel back before putting the lights out and going to bed too. He carefully pulled a blanket over her, so he could cuddle up to her then. "Sleep tight, princess", he mumbled not knowing if she would even still hear him. Then he closed his eyes too and fell asleep soon.
"Good morning, Trav", Taylor woke him up the next morning. Travis smiled not opening his eyes yet. She decided to kiss him and when they parted again, he finally looked at her. "Good morning princess", he smiled. "Don't ever call me that around people", she giggled. "Why?", he wanted to know thinking that this nickname would be pretty harmless. "Because I have to think of what you did last night after calling me pillow princess", she explained making him smirk. "What have I done?", he asked playing dumb. Taylor just laughed shaking her head before kissing him again. "Did I tell you how much I love you?", she mumbled against his lips. "I don't know. How much?", Travis grinned. "I don't even know how to tell you", she answered smiling even wider when he wrapped her up in his arms again pulling her in for another kiss.
"I love you too. Very, very much. And I'm so happy to be here and that I was dumb enough to just make you a friendship bracelet and give it a try", he told her. "You should probably thank Blake sometime because without her I probably wouldn't have texted you", Taylor admitted. "Why? I'm not that scary, am I?", he asked curiously. "You were so... I don't know... open about it. It was a little intimidating maybe", she said. "Am I annoying when I ask why again?", he wanted to know carefully. Taylor chuckled a bit. "You're not. But I can't really explain it. I try to be so protective of my privacy and you just told the world that you wanted to date me", she answered honestly. "The worst thing that could've happened was a No and then I would've moved on sooner or later even though I can't really believe that now", he mentioned. Taylor just smiled cuddling up to him again. Moving on did already feel impossible and as much as it scared her, she trusted him enough to not get overwhelmed by it. There was no reason to even think about moving on.
In addition to this chapter, you'll get a paragraph about how I feel about my weekend in Vienna despite the canceled shows:
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I don't even know what to say. These are all the bracelets I traded in Vienna from Thursday when I landed at the airport until Sunday when I left the airport. Literally. Because both times, I got to trade one bracelet at the airport. And of course, I'm still sad that I won't see this tour but I made memories forever. I'm still trying to find the one girl who came from New Zealand to travel around Europe and decided to see the Eras Tour in Vienna alone. And I can't stop thinking about the people giving out water, balloons, and printed street signs from their apartment windows at "Cornelia Street"/ "Corneliusgasse". I've talked to so many people and I wasn't even scared even though I usually even try to avoid talking to waiters or other service people who are literally there for you to talk to. It's been one of the best weekends of my life. I hope all the videos online show Taylor that we are not mad at her, that we understand why it went the way it did, and that we still stand behind her. And I also have a little bit of hope for the world again now that I saw all the great people in Vienna coming together. All the museums that let us in for free, restaurants that gave out free food for those with tickets, cinemas that gave out popcorn buckets and cups with eras tour prints, little kiosks that gave out golden bracelets in exchange for friendship bracelets, and so on. The world is cruel sometimes but if we all hold together - and I just saw with my own eyes that we can do that - it can become a better place again. I love this fandom, my friends who came with me for the trip even without the concert, and all my relatives or other friends checking in on me after hearing the news. All of this is insane. I might need days to really understand what happened. Only Love to all who read this🤍
