Lost In Stereo (Sequel To Yours To Hold) [COMPLETED] {3}

Chapter 47: Tragedy

Chapter 47: Tragedy

HARLEY'S POV

*A month later*

"Harley, can you get that?" Andy called from our room as the phone rang.

"Hello?" I asked, answering the phone.

"Harley, it's Julia.

"Oh, hi." I said, sitting down on the couch.

"Harley, I don't exactly know how to say this. Your dad passed away early this morning."

"W-What?" I asked, bitting my lip.

"I'm so sorry Harley, he had a heart attack, by the time he got to the hospital, he had died. I am so sorry. I'll call you in a few days about the funeral arrangements and everything."

"Oh my God, I can't believe this. Okay, I guess I'll talk to you later then."

"Okay, I love you Harley."

"Love you too, bye." I said and hung up, letting the phone drop to the ground.

"Who was that Harley?" Andy asked from the bedroom. I just stared blankly at the wall. "Harley?" He asked, walking out. I just shook my head, not able to speak.

"He's gone, he's actually gone, I can't believe this."

"Harley, who's gone? Please talk to me." He said sitting next to me. I dug my face into his shoulder and just began to bawl my eyes out. "Harley, babe, what's wrong?" He asked, tightly wrapping his arms around me.

"Why him Andy, he was so young!" I sobbed.

"Harley, who are you talking about? You're starting to worry me!"

"That was my step-mom. My dad died Andy."

"Oh my God, I'm so sorry Harley." He said, hugging me tighter.

"It's not fucking fair Andy."

"I know Harley, I know how you feel, this is ho-"

"Stop right there, you do not fucking know how I feel Andrew!" I exclaimed, standing up and looking at him with red, swollen eyes. "You still have both of your fucking parents! I am a fucking orphan! I have no parents! So no, you dont fucking know how I feel."

"Harley, that's not what I-"

"Just shut the fuck up and leave me alone Biersack." I said, going into our bedroom abd slamming the door behind me. I collapsed onto the bed and cried my eyes out.

*WARNING: May be triggering, but its not too bad xD*

I began to pull my hair and scream, angry at the world for taking my dad from me. I ran into the bathroom and broke my razor, picking up one of the blades. I smiled and sat down, laying my arm out in front of me.

I scanned my skin, most of the scars had faded except for the really deep ones. I took the blade and slid it across my skin, watching the deep red liquid flow out. I smiled and twirled the blade in my fingers,

"I'll be with you soon mom and dad." I said, before stuffing a rag in my mouth and digging the blade as deep as it could go. I screamed as it pierced my skin, tears running down my cheeks.

*I guess it's okay now :/ XD*

"HARLEY!" Andy yelled, tackling me. The blade was knocked out of my hands and slid across the bathroom floor. I looked over at Andy before crawling to it. It turned into a race, to see who could get there fastest. He ended up grabbing it and holding it way above me.