Future Now Tour (Demi Lovato) COMPLETED

Chapter 58

SAMMIE POV

I asked again. "No I haven't." She now said much more confident. "Good baby." I gave her a weak smile.

"Alright I'm giving the two of you some time alone. I want you to think about and talk about everything that has happened in the past few weeks. I'll be back in 30 minutes and we will talk about it." Allison said and left the room.

"You okay?" I asked Demi. "Yeah." She said. "Are you sure? You're really quiet." I said. "I'm sure, don't worry." She smiled. "I've missed you." I said. "Please just tell me the reason of all of this." I looked at her. "There's no reason." She said.

"Demi come on," I started but she cut me off. "There's no reason Sammie. The only possible reason I could ever think of are my pills." She said. "What pills?" I asked her. "My bipolar medicine. I stopped taking them every day." She said.

"Why?" I asked her. "Because I'm not crazy." She looked down. "I know you aren't, we all know you aren't crazy but you have to take your medicine Demi." I said.

"If you know I'm not crazy then why do I have to take my medicine?" She asked. "Because you're ill. Being ill doesn't mean you're crazy. Without your medicine you do things you regret and I'm sure you don't want that." I pulled her closer to me. "You'll be alright Demi." I said and hugged her.

"Madison will never forgive me." Demi said. "She will but it's gonna take time." I weakly smiled at her and then slowly kissed her. During our kiss I could feel my tears fall down but I didn't mind.

"I love you." She said, staring into my eyes. "I love you too." I said.

Soon enough Allison came back and the rest of the therapy session went pretty well.

Phoneconversation Marissa:
"Hey mom." I said. "Hey baby, how did it go?" She asked softly. "I'll tell you later but you don't have to pick me up, Demi's taking me home later today." I smiled. "Alright baby be careful. Text me if anything." She said and then hung up.

"Let's go." I said and Demi started driving. She soon put her hand on my lap and we stayed like that for the entire ride, didn't talk much.

After a little we arrived at her house so we got in and I just walked straight to the couch. "You're one lazy ass." Demi giggled. Oh how I've missed her giggles. "But at least I've got one amazing lazy ass." I laughed.

Demi turned on the tv and then sat down next to me. "You tired?" She asked. "Yeah. Today's been exhausting." I said and laid my head on her shoulder. She took my hand and put her arm around me.

"I missed you." I said. "I missed you too." She kissed my head. "Close your eyes baby." Demi said after a while. "I can't." I said and I could feel my eyes tearing up. "Why?" She asked. "Because I need to know why." I said. "Why what?" She asked with confusion in her voice. "Why did you cheat on me and who was it?" I asked but my voice started fading away, that's what happens when I'm tired or sad and since I'm both it's even worse.

"I didn't mean to, we talked about this Sammie I'm sorry." She looked at me. "Who was it?" I asked. "That doesn't matter babe let's just forget about it." She said and took her phone.

"Let's just forget about it. Let's just forget about how much you've hurt me. Let's just forget about how you ruined my trust in you. Let's just forget how you messed up our relationship. Who was it Demetria?"

"It was Bird." She said. "Bird? Bird who?" I asked but she kept being quiet. "Wait, Bird as in the girl you met on your flight to Brazil? Are you fucking kidding me?!" I yelled.

"I'm sorry." She said and looked down. "Save it Demetria." I said and walked straight out of her house.

I walked over to the park which is about 5 minutes of walking. I called Marissa in the meantime to come pick me up so she'll be here any moment.

6 weeks later

Basically everything's been fine lately. I'm still living at Marissa's because Demi and I are still in the same state. Besides the therapy sessions I haven't talked to her since she told me about Bird.

Madison also still lives with us. Dinah comes by almost every day, so does Quinn. We've become really close friends lately.

Tonight we're having a party because Quinn turned 19 2 days ago so we decided to have a party at mine since her parents didn't allow it at her's.

"We're back!" I heard Quinn and Madison yell. They went to the store to get everything for tonight. The decoration and food.

"Hey, got everything?" I asked as they walked into the living room where Marissa and I were. "Yeah." Madison smiled.

"So who exactly are coming tonight?" Marissa asked. "You, me, Quinn and Madison, that's pretty much it." I said and Marissa widened her eyes. "Just kidding." I laughed and she kicked my arm.

"As far as I know, these are the names of the people for tonight: Harry, Joe, Solange, Lena, Dinah, Lauren, Camila, Nina, Kelsey, Demi, Richard, Michele, Val, Ann and Yasmine." I said. "Why are Demi and Kelsey coming?" Marissa asked.

"Kelsey is a close friend of Quinn and she wanted to bring someone and that's Demi." I said and looked down. "It'll be alright sweetheart." Marissa said and gave me a big hug. "Don't worry. Go take a shower, get yourself ready for the day and then I'll make sure dinner will be ready." She smiled and gave me a kiss on my forehead.

I went upstairs and got everything together. I undressed myself and then got into the shower.

You know there's this thing called love but what is love actually. We always say we're so in love with that one person, but what is love.

You may say love is trust, with something extra. Others might say love is lust, with something extra. I'd say love is what I feel for this woman, called Demetria Devonne Lovato. That's what love really is.

I'm just wondering if she still loves me. I mean we haven't broken up, yet, but we also haven't been talking besides the therapy sessions. Does she still love me?

After a while I stepped out of the shower and got myself all dressed up. I'm wearing a black, tight and short dress, my heels and some jewellery. I also put on make up, which was pretty much but for a party, it's fine.

I walked downstairs to the kitchen and saw everyone dressed up already, did I take that long?

"You look absolutely stunning." Marissa walked upto me. "Thanks mom, you do too." I smiled and sat down.

"So are y'all excited for tonight?" I asked. "Yeah!" They said in common and then I got a message.

Message from Unknown;
"Hey can we please talk tonight? This is my new number. Xx Demi."

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