Blood and Water

Chapter 57: Now or Never

Now or Never - Joyner Lucas, Will Smith

Chibs POV

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Lou walked in, her heels clicking against the tile with every step. This was the moment, I decided. This was when I was leaving.

"Hello, beautiful," I smiled.

"Hello," she chuckled. She stepped over to me and put her hands on my chest and leaned up to kiss me.

After we kissed for a minute, I sighed, "I have to go to the bathroom."

She laughed, "Okay, tallboy."

She lowered the chain, letting my arms move down in front of me. As she pointed a gun at me, I said, "Ya can't wait anymore, can ya?" Lou didn't say anything to me. We walked down the hall and she opened the door for me then walked in after me. "What're ya doin'?" I smirked.

"Last time you were in here, you fell and hit your head on the sink."

"Oh, yeah, okay," I said, sarcastically. "Ya just want to see my dick in action, don't ya?"

Lou laughed, "Just pee already."

I stood washing my hands once I was done and looked at myself in the mirror. I thought to myself, You can do it. You don't want to, but you have to. I had everything planned out. All those hours in the dark gave me a lot of time to think. 

I turned towards her and she aimed the gun at my chest. She pointed it at my tattoo on my chest. I thought about the time Mina held a gun to me. What's that mean, I could hear her ask as clear as day.

Lou ordered, "Walk." I didn't move. 

She got a little scared as I grabbed her arm, pulling her towards me. I kissed her long and hard. Holding her face in my hands, I closed my eyes and pictured Mina. As much as I didn't want to, I shook the vision of her from my mind. I needed to be focused on Lou, not Mina.

Her arms began to relax as I kissed her harder, pushing my tongue into her mouth. She laughed, "What're you doing, Chibs?" against my lips. 

I pushed her against the wall, still kissing her. She put the gun down on the sink next to us. Slipping her hands under my cut, she pushed it off my shoulders then grabbed the bottom of my shirt, pulling it off. I took off her shirt and kissed down her neck.

I did not want to be in this situation. Did I have another solution for getting out of here? No, I didn't. Maybe I did and I missed it, but this was my best shot.

I leaned up against her so she could feel the bulge forming in my pants. She moaned as I kissed her clavicle and down to her breast. She grabbed my pants and undid them, letting my member free. I took off her pants and turned her around so her ass was against my member. She tipped her head down as I grabbed her hips and pulled her back against me.

She moaned against my movements. I stared at the gun next to her. "Ya stupid slut," I mumbled.

"What?" she gasped. I pushed inside her harder, making her moan louder. "F*ck!" she screamed.

Just so Remington knew I wasn't lying, I kissed her and sucked on her neck, leaving a hickey. I bit down on her shoulder, making sure I left a mark. Just so he knew what I did.

Lou groaned as I bit her. "You little psycho," she gasped. She laughed and then moaned again.

I leaned forward so my mouth was by her ear. "You have no idea what ya are doin'," I chuckled. I hit my climax and she gasped, holding on to the sink. I went back to her ear and whispered, "Ya made a grave mistake, darlin'."

I grabbed the gun and put it on the side of her head. She was about to yell but I covered her mouth. She started to cry and I shushed her. 

"Shh, it's okay, darlin'," I sighed. I stared at her eyes in the mirror and saw the terror in them. I wanted to kill her. I wanted to kill her so badly, but I couldn't do it. I needed all the time, I couldn't stand there thinking about it. I had to use every available second. "Sh*te!" I yelled, hitting the butt of the gun as hard as I could against her back of her head.

Lou fell to the ground and blood started pooling around her. I hit her too hard. She was dead. I killed her. I didn't mean to. 

I grabbed my clothes and got dressed as fast as I could. I caught a glance of myself in the mirror, holding the gun. I took a breath and threw the door open.

Two men stood outside the door and I shot them both without breaking my stride. The bullets landed in between their eyes. I kept walking and saw another. I started jogging and pulled the trigger, shooting him in the same place as the other two. Then, another two, dead on the ground. 

I ran up to Bobby's door and opened the small window. "Bobby!" He was asleep. "Hey, ars*hole!"

A man approaching me yelled, "Drop the gun, Mick!" I turned and shot him.

I searched him for the keys but couldn't find anything. "Chibs?" Bobby called. "Was that you?"

I went back to the window. "Aye, we're bustin' outta here."

"What happened to you?" he asked. 

"No time!" I yelled. "I gotta get you outta here!"

Bobby scoffed, "No, they'll follow us if we both leave."

"What?" I yelled. "That's the stupidest thing you've ever said! I'm not leavin' ya here, brother!"

"Chibs," he sighed, "Get the f*ck out of here. Get Jax and the guys. Come back for me." We both heard a car and running footsteps. "Get the f*ck out!"

I turned and saw Remington walk into the bathroom. "That motherf*cker!" he screamed. I saw him storm down the hallway towards me. He raised his gun and pulled the trigger hitting me in the shoulder. I yelled from the bullet and held my shoulder.

"Go, Chibs!" Bobby screamed.

I shot back at Remington but missed. Looking back at Bobby, I said, "I'll be back for ya, brother."

I held my arm as I ran. I shot at anyone in my path until I was out of bullets. Another bullet landed in my arm. I fell to the ground. 

"F*ck!" I groaned. I got up and continued running. 

I got outside and saw we were in the middle of the forest. It wasn't dark yet which was a good thing. I ran into the woods and could see Remington and his guys searching for me. I kept going until I got to a road.

I stood in the street and held my gun up to the pickup truck headed my way. There were no bullets in it, but he didn't know that when he was slamming on the breaks. I walked over to the driver's door and flung it open.

"Get out!" I yelled.

He said, "Are you crazy?" I grabbed the collar of his shirt and pulled him out of the truck and threw him down on the ground. 

I got in and floored it, driving in the direction the truck was facing. I didn't know where I was but I finally reached the highway. I drove towards Charming, only five miles away.

I pulled up to Scoops and saw Jax in the window. I don't know how I was driving. I lost so much blood, it was pooling up in the truck. I must've had a strong guardian angel.

Struggling out of the cab, I walked to the shop, stumbling with every step. He was sitting at a table over by the stairs, looking down, holding his head.

I continued in his direction, pulling the door open. The bell jingled and I whispered, "Jackie...Boy."

He looked up at me. "Oh, my God! Chibs!" he yelled, standing up, running over to me. He pulled me into a hug and I fell in his arms. I felt so weak. He laid me down on the floor and said, "Chibs, say something, brother. Come on, man." He shook me a little and put his head on my chest. "Come on, Filip. Say something."

"I love ya, brother," I said weakly.

He laughed, "I love you too, man. You'll be okay."