The Slytherin Princess

Chapter 40

Fear

JAYNE'S POV

I didn't sleep that night. Or the next 3 nights after. I couldn't. Everything just played on repeat in my head and I couldn't stop it. Blaise came back every night but he didn't do anything. He said I wasn't that good but maybe tomorrow. So every day I spend the whole day frozen in fear, waiting for the night. I couldn't leave my room for the first 3 days after but then Blaise came in, last night, really mad. He punched me across the face and said he got in trouble because I skipped school. So I had to go today. I waited for the sound of my alarm and got dressed. I stood in front of the mirror and looked at the shell of the person looking back at me. I remembered back to the beginning of the year. When I came here, confident, brave, and strong. Before any of this, before Umbridge before Draco before him. Now I looked empty. There were bags under my eyes and my skin was pale. My lips were cracked and there were hickeys all over my body. He said I could cover the bruise but not the hickeys. He wanted people to see them. I was able to hide the bruise with a concealer but it wasn't the best. So I pulled my robe up as high as I could to cover the hickeys but it was no use. It doesn't really matter anyway, people already think I'm a slut. I grabbed my bag and walked out my door. I just wanted to get through my day with as little interaction as possible. Especially with Harry or Draco. I don't think I could keep it together in front of them. As I walked down the halls, I heard girls whispering about hickeys and me but I didn't care. I got to the Slytherin table and sat at the very end. I tried to eat but I couldn't. I wasn't sure I could keep anything down. So I sat there staring at the food until I heard his voice. My veins iced and I quickly gathered my things to go but I wasn't fast enough. He squeezed my shoulder and I froze as he whispered in my ear. "You missed me didn't you, princess" he whispered. My mind flashbacked to him on top of me while I begged him to stop and then I saw Draco's face calling me princess. But it didn't hurt. Yes, I was terrified. Terrified of his touch, but thinking of Draco didn't hurt anymore. I was numb. He walked away laughing and I waited until he sat down across the table to get up and run to the abandoned bathroom and collapse on the floor.

DRACO'S POV

"You missed me didn't you princess" Blaise whispered in Jayne's ear. I was so angry at him calling her princess I almost didn't notice the look on her face. Almost. Something wasn't right. We all sat down at breakfast and she quickly ran out. "Did you fuck Jayne?" I asked, trying to keep my cool. Blaise looked so proud. "Oh uh yeah mate. I hope you don't mind. She's not exactly virgin territory" he said laughing. "Yeah, no it's cool" I said. "Oh get this" he said leaning in. "That bitch had the nerve to tell me you lied about Potter. Don't worry I taught her a lesson" he said and all my friends laughed. I let out a small chuckle but I clenched my fists so hard under the table I could feel the skin breaking. Finally breakfast ended and Potions started.

JAYNE'S POV

I walked into Potions early because I had nowhere else to go. Snape looked up at me with a strange look. "You are early Miss Black, that's new," he said. I said nothing and sat down. I kept my head down deathly afraid the concealer had faded. The rest of the students filed in and Snape seemed to go back to his lesson. I made sure my hair was covering my face and my seat was far from Draco's. He looked over at me right as he sat down. I felt his eyes on me and I knew he saw the hickeys. We began working on our potion and he didn't speak to me until he did. "Are those from Blaise?" he asked. My breath hitched. I knew Blaise would tell people. I couldn't get it out of my head. I just kept trying. Draco's voice didn't seem angry though he seemed concerned. That only made me worry more. I said nothing and kept working. Suddenly he grabbed my wrist and it was like I was back in my room with Blaise on top of me. I pulled away faster than I ever have, I couldn't breathe. I had to get out of there. I gathered all my things and ran out the classroom ignoring Snape calling after me. I ran to the Astronomy Tower. The only place I feel safe. I sunk to the floor and tried to slow my breathing.  A few minutes later I saw his blond hair walking up the stairs. I stood up, gathering my things but he rushed to me. "Jayne, wait" he said standing in front of me. "Draco, I have to get back to class," I said trying to get around him but he put his arm out. I flinched and he immediately stepped back. "Jayne what's going on?" he asked. "Nothing." I said trying to walk past him. "What happened with Blaise?" he asked. I was scared just at the sound of his name but I just kept walking.  But he followed me. "Jayne, answer me." he said walking faster. "Nothing. I don't know what you're talking about." I said quickly. He stood in front of me blocking my path. "Jayne, I know you. Somethings wrong, tell me." he said. I was too numb to fight with him. "Please, just let me pass," I said softly, looking at him with pleading eyes. After staring for a moment he stepped to the side and I walked back into class. "Ah Miss Black, Mister Malfoy so kind of you to rejoin us. Detention, after school both of you" he scoffed as we sat down. I could feel Blaise's glare on the back of my neck. His eyes could burn a hole in my skull. Finally our classes ended for the day. After Umbridge's punishment I was able to slip out of her room without having to talk to Harry even though he did almost chase after me. I now had Snapes stupid detention. I walked out heading straight for the abandoned girls bathroom for a break. I took a sip of the cold water and refreshed my dry mouth. The second I stepped out of the room I was slammed against the wall. My eyes opened and I faced him. His brown eyes piercing mine, that wicked grin. He gripped my wrist just as he did that night as he pressed me against the wall. The memories fill my head again. "What the fuck did you say to Malfoy?" he sneered. "Nothing I- I didn't say anything." I choked out. He glared at me pressing his body harder against mine, I felt him get hard. He gets off on my fear. "Good Girl, as much as I love holding you down while you beg, you be so obedient is so good too. In fact, I think you might just need to help me out with that" said with a smirk. "No, please, please Blaise" I said but he laughed. He leaned in so his breath fanned my face. He smelled like cigarettes. "I wasn't asking," he said and he grabbed my wrist to drag me into the bathroom. "Hey Blaise, what's going on here?" Draco said walking up to us. "Nothing, Jayne and I were just finding some privacy" he said. I kept my eyes down to hide the tears that had surely messed up the makeup. "Oh well sorry mate, maybe later. Jayne and I have Snapes stupid detention. I'll have her find you after though" he said casually walking away. "You got off this time" he whispered then Blaise let me go by shoving me after him. I walked behind Draco to Snape's classroom and we went inside. But the second I realized Snape wasn't there and I saw Draco's face, I knew I was screwed.