𝚃𝚘𝚛𝚗- ᑕ0ᗰᑭᒪᗴ丅ᗴ

ch 30: nate

Two weeks had passed since Sunny walked in on me and Mariah and ever since, Mariah's been clingy as hell.

Don't get me wrong, hooking up has been fun, it just feels like she's pushing things to move faster than I'm ready for and I don't know how to feel about that.

Sunny's been... distant.

Rumor has it that the reason she's only attending school half-days was that she was busy recording her album, but I wasn't 100% sure.

I hated the fact that we weren't talking to each other.

Sure, I missed her, but it wasn't fair the way she was acting, just because I had finally found someone.

I had to sit and watch while she and Tristan were together. Why couldn't she be there for me like I was there for her?

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I walked up the stairs of the apartment building a half-hour after practice, ready to relieve some stress.

The door to 4B opened, revealing Mariah in a tiny pair of shorts and a sports bra.

She sucked her bottom lip between her teeth and grinned as she yanked me inside.

"Come on. My mom's not home."

Her mom was never home and I soon found out that Mariah loved using that to her advantage.

These past two weeks, for every moment I spent with Mariah, I had spent at least a full minute thinking about Sunny, and tonight was no different.

✨

I held her on my lap, feeling her clench around me while I held onto her hips, thrusting up into her with a frenzied pace.

I used one hand to grip the back of her head, burying my face in her neck, trying my best to picture the only person I ever wanted to be this intimate with.

Sunny.

"Fuck, I'm gonna cum."

I gently tossed Mariah off me and onto her knees, where she willingly began sucking my cock.

I tilted my head back as she continued working me and a throaty groan escaped my lips when I finally let go.

"Fu--- fuuuuckkkkk."

My vision was a little blurry and I was seeing stars as I looked down, but the moment my vision cleared up, I was panged with disappointment and guilt, looking down at the girl who was smirking at me, knowing this moment was supposed to be with someone else.

This was supposed to be my Flower.

🖤