🍁BITTERSWEET

CHAPTER 29

Girl I got a crush on you
Got me feeling like I'm in high school
I get butterflies when I'm around you

Bonus chapter😄
Vallys pov

Honestly I've been a complete mess. A terrible one at that. What I've been trying to avoid has gotten up with me. Every second , minute , hour she's on my Fucking mind.

I didn't know I was going to end up like this anytime soon cause I have always wanted to be alone. My motto was to grow old alone which didn't hurt cause I was born alone which also didn't hurt.

My parents were my role models. I looked up to them for everything including love. But the way they ended makes me fear love.

But it was not just my parents that had made me change my view on love. I may seem arrogant and rude and stuff but I have been In love. I have felt all those mixed up emotions that everyone feels. I was once a caring young man who cared and respected others and gave love but then my girlfriend just had to go and cheat with my best friend.

Now that drove me to a dark place. A dark room with no escape. All I ever wanted to do was hurt everyone cause seeing them happy made me angry. I thought that they happiness which will never last would rub on me so they were a threat to me.

At the age of 17 i started drinking alcohol just so that I could close my eyes and not see my ex's face or even have flashbacks of how my parents would fight.

The fights were getting more and more and I had no money to buy alcohol so I decided to stay out until late at the club's and party all night.

Age wasn't a problem cause I had friends who would help me get a fake Id card and with my tall built figure it went perfectly. It took a year for my parents to realise that I was a drinking mess but when my mom did she took me to rehab.

For months I stayed there and obeyed until they discharged me. The plan was to obey and work on my drinking but after getting discharged I go and drink my life away again.

But then when I got back home and found everyone waiting for me made me want to quit my plan. Mom and dad weren't fighting as they wanted to give me all the support. It felt good to be back in a family home once again. Weeks went by until they started fighting again and this time it was worse.

My dad would raise his hand to mother and mother wouldn't let it slide as she'll fight back. And it would be one wrestling match that I would sit and watch.

I couldn't take it anymore. I wanted to punish them for breaking they promise so I did worse. I joined forces with Kobe, streets most feared kid. He had everything I needed to destroy myself and my parents. We started of as criminals. Every night we would rob the stores or even people.

Every night was the very same thing with dogs barking or alarms ringing and we were the most feared in town. One night he invited me to watch underground streets fighting. I loved everything about it. I was so eager to go into the ring and kick some ass. So I signed up and started fighting.

I won mostly all my matches which paid really good and after every match I knew what would ease the pain. Drugs. I took every drug you find. From heroin to nicotine. As for girls it was easy they all threw themselves on me which I used as an advantage to release. I was living the life of a king. The life with no rules just absolute fun. With no worries just absolute happiness.

I got arrested and was put in jail for house robbery. Jail didn't scare me cause I had guys from the inside who protected me. So it was just another phase for me to promote my name and be even stronger then before.

My parents got me bailed and I was sent to rehab again. I didn't want to change cause I loved who I had become. Not soft Vally Carter who everyone uses but Vally Carter who everyone fears.

After years of me breaking out of the rehab and being found and brought back I finally got off my addiction. I saw how my mother was hurting and it made me feel something so I pushed and managed to fight it. I stop hanging with the gang and started working on myself..

I completed university with a Diplomat but couldn't get a job anywhere. I didn't care cause I knew where I could make money so I continued fighting.

Now Brittney she brings with her a sense of peace. One which I never had in a long time. There is something about her that makes me just want to be around her. I remember the first time I had seen her. I had to go and fetch Lorraine's laundry and I saw her through the window. She look nervous and kept on going to the gate and back but just couldn't press the bell.

I actually laughed while watching her. She makes me want to smile which is something I had forgotten how to. At first I must admit I hated being around her. So whenever I thought about her I would fight it off but then when I spent more time with her I would feel alive.

She has bought life back to me as I was just a human with no soul. She has managed to do so many things to me just with her smile. Not to mention her dark black hair that is smooth. I tried to convince myself that I am not into her and that she is one of those people I fucked and forgot about but just thinking about the night I took her virginity makes a bulge in my pants.

When Kevin came into the picture I made sure to push her away cause I was hurt to see her with that dickhead. This explains the way I had treated her before. I made her cry so that she would distance herself but she just kept coming back for more. I managed to forget her but I was hurting and just didn't want to show it.

Now that Natalie told Lorraine about her break up I decided to go and get my girl cause honestly she belongs to me. I'm going to ask her to be mine. It's either now or never.

H/ N : Vally has a deep dark past 😕
His finally making a move 😄

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Song: butterflies
Artist: Jeven Reliford