🍁BITTERSWEET

CHAPTER 31

Now suddenly you asking for it back
Could you tell me where'd you get the nerve
Yeah you go say you miss all that we had
But I don't really care how bad it hurts
When you broke me first

"YOU" I say in a threatening voice to the demon that just walked in my office.

I really can't believe he has the nerves to come back to me after I made it clear that it's over between us. But who am I to fool , he is Kevin Brown who doesn't give a Damm about anything.

"Look Brittney I know I'm..." He starts but I quickly cut him off by standing up. "I don't wanna hear it" I block my ears. I'd rather go deaf then hear any alphabet coming out of his mouth.

"Look give me a chance. Let me explain myself please. You not so cruel" he begs. It is just the beginning of his apologetic speech that he has planned for me. And one thing for sure is I am not even the slightest bit interested in hearing.

"Brittney just this one chance please" he looks at me. Now there comes out the real Kevin. I look at him and remember what I have planned for myself. After closing the chapter with him in it I have decided to open a new one with peace and happiness. So I guess it's only fair I give him a chance to clear things up.

Although we not going back to being how we used to I would like us to leave it in the past. I am in a relationship which doesn't need any outside distractions like him. Okay here goes. "Five minutes" I cross my arms.

He looks up at me in relief and a grateful smile forms on his face. "Thank you. Thank you. Let's sit down" he gestures to the couch and we both look at it. I know that sitting next to him will not end well cause he'll find ways to seduce me. It's a no no for me. "I am sure fine standing" I say and give a fake laugh.

"My hearing still works even while standing thank you. Four minutes remaining" I say. He needs to know that I am the boss here now. I am in charge. I will make all the rules while he must just shut up and listen. He looks at me then the couch and shrugs his shoulders "Okay then".

"Okay firstly I love you Brittney so much and more than I have ever loved" he says and I roll my arms at his failed attempt of softening me up.

"Look when you .. You never showed up at the party, never answered my calls or messages I thought you never cared and forgot about me. It hurt me to an extent where I...." He keeps quiet and looks down.

"Thats why you decided to jump into that girls panties. To satisfy yourself cause Kevin Brown, son of the legendary Mr Brown can do as he pleases. You own everything even peoples lives..." I bang the table as I am getting more frustrated as the minutes go by.

I thought I will be strong and handle this the right way but his just to toxic. "You never cared about me. Hell you don't care about a bloody thing except your self" I point at him to make my statement loud and clear.

"No, it's not about that" he defends himself.
"Oh yeah, It is not about that because Brittney is a stupid, kind hearted girl who forgives every asshole and later on lives happily ever after.. You really believe in Cinderella and happy ever after" I shout while running my fingers in my hair.

I am slowly losing it and when I finally do it's going to turn ugly. I feel my eyes get teary. I can't afford to breakdown now. He must never know that he has caused me pain. I stitched that wound and definitely won't open it again. I am over him for good.

"Brittney not everything is about you. If you had pitched up on your boyfriends birthday party or even sent him a text saying you know it's his birthday or even any Fucking clue we wouldn't have been here" he shouts at me. I stop and look at him. He has never raised his voice at me neither sworn at me.

Now his trying to pin this one on me. His clearly forgetting I was not the one caught with another person. I admit that I was also wrong for not giving him a hint but that gives him no reason to run around with someone else. But I am glad I never cause then he would still have been cheating on me.

"Oh is it. Am I the one. Well answer this one last question Kevin". He looks at me and curses while shaking his head.

"How long has your fuck sessions being going on?" I ask him looking straight in his cold eyes which were ones upon a time my save heaven and now my worst case.

He puts his hand on his chin and rubs it. He then moves it to his hair and his jaws clench. "Exactly , you don't remember cause it was more then once." I say while shaking my head.

I actually believed in him and a better future for us but it was all a lie. I was being played around and all this time I thought it was love. I was just a distraction and a object he used when he needed to accompany at business parties. I feel very hopeless and useless.

"Look I'm sorry" he apologises. "I learnt my lesson. I will never do that again. I will love you like I promised. I am giving you permission to punish me but I need you in my life Brittney I swear." He comes to my side of the table.

I move quickly before he can even get closer to me. "You once had me but you fucked it up dude. It's somebody's chance now to feel the pain your love gives... I'm not sorry but it's over between us..." I look down and my hair falls in my face to cover my tears.

"Time is up. Get out" I point to the door.
"Please Brittney" he begs and I wipe my tears to face him.

"GET OUT" I shout at him. He turns around and walks over to the door. Before he could turn the door handle he stops in his tracks as if remembering something important. "Who misses you?" He asks me.

Oh shit I forgot about that one. "Non of your business now out" I say and turn to face the window. "Okay" he says and walks out. I let out a breath which I was holding and sit down on the chair. Finally ,I made it out of that hell hole. Alive.

H/ N : do you think Kevin believes her ?🤔

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Song: You broke me first
Artist: Tate McRae